#thoughts of b

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I missed it here

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There’s no bad ways of mourning except blaming on and others. We’re all living through it and it’s a beautiful thing that we get to share so much love that we pain losing one of ours.

I hate that it took many to lose him to see him being somewhat missable… but that’s where it’s special too we as human beings have been conditioned to think everything was supposed to be ours like god or the universe or whatever you believe owed it to us but we only happened to have what was picked for us so we get to cherish what we don’t have yet to prepare its future presence in our life.

Enjoy Life as a whole experience. It’s supposed to be a routine that you feel different about everyday. So a bad day is just another step to see a new day. Who knows bad or good ? You condition yourself to live through that day so choose how you wanna spend it because it can always be your last.

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Grieving has been feeling like this

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Made that invisible apple cake it looks so yummy

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And to say I was mad at him a few weeks ago and now he’s gone

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rest in peace to my first true crush and forbidden one. I love you and always will. To the boy who cared for me like I was apart of his family.

Allah y rahmo sweet boy.

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Trust I’m one to swear Tunisian men are evil but gattouz is like my sweet spot idk why

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Waking up to masturbate and sleep back is one hell of a masterpiece