my therapist can’t help me but nagi could
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my therapist can’t help me but nagi could
“I think of him most of the time,
I wonder what is he doing, when our time will come..
But at the end of the day, watching the sunset with the thoughts of him flooding into my mind,
I imagine him and I, kissing until the moon comes up”
why is the place i can be with you to my fullest extent only in my dreams?
Am I the only one who constantly thinks about school while on winter break? And it's a new semester. I need to rest my brain before my 17 units.
Myself
With thoughts of him by Jan van Beers
I am moving on, now / moving on from every midnight epiphany of that heavy love I gave hitting the floor / like in an earthquake / like in the sound it makes / shattering into / moving on from every pair of pretty eyes that blinked to show me a reality where I did not deserve, back / every bit of the love that I let them see / moving on / back into the ocean / the wave that I am / reintroducing myself to myself / I am going home / I am moving on, now
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I'm tired of defending him in my thoughts.
hanns