#thoughtyoulovedme

[permanent-wounds]

I lost my fucking best friend. Why’d you go.

[emopanda8]

Im the one who is willing and said I would wait for you, but I cant stand how alone and empty you make me feel when the weekend comes

[justinbieberpicsandimagines]

Chapter Thirty-Two

“Did someone say my name?”

We all turned and looked at the door where Ryan was coming through with Chaz by his side. We looked at Marisol and she was looking down blushing. Aww.

“Sup man!” Justin said getting up and give them both a man hug handshake thing.

“Hey Vanessa.” They came towards me and hugged me.

“Hey guys.”

“So why’d I hear my name?” Ryan asked

“I was just saying that I was thinking about you being the godfather to Avalanna.” Justin said

“Of course man. Thanks man.”

They had another bro hug and all me and Alicia were doing were looking at Marisol. She didn’t look up. She was just looking at Ava while blushing.

“Who’s going to be the godmother?” Ryan asked

“Marisol.” I said pointing to her.

“Really? That’s cool. How you doing Marisol?” he sat down beside her and put his arm around her. She blushed hard.

“Good.” She said

“Great.” He smiled at her.

It got quiet for a while. Everybody was just looking at them too.

“So what’s with the great surprise?” Justin asked

“Well, we heard from a little bird that Vanessa gave birth yesterday so we decided to pop by and say congratulations.” Chaz said

“Thank you.” I said

“You’re welcome. So when do you get out?”

“Um I don’t know yet.”

“We hope tomorrow.” Justin said

“Yep. I can’t wait to take Ava home.” I said

We sat all of us together talking. We talked about nothing. Everything. We just catched up on what everyone was up to. We explained to Ryan and Chaz how we got back together. We just talked and laughed. It felt nice.

It was the next day and I was released. Which I was so excited for. We just got home and I was so happy to be home with Ava. Justin helped me out of the car because I was still a little bit sore from giving birth. He got Ava out as well and we walked inside.

We walked up the stairs and went into Ava’s room. Justin took Ava out of her car seat and walked towards me.

“It’s good to be home.” He said “With the both of you.”

“I know. I’m glad you’re here with us.” I smiled

“Why wouldn’t I be?”

“I don’t know. I’m just really happy you are.”

“Vanessa, I know we went through a lot but I will never leave you. Or Avalanna or Carlos. I love you guys too much to leave. Without you guys I don’t know what’d I do.”

He kissed Ava on the forehead and set her down in her crib. He came towards me and pulled me by my waist towards him. We were now chest to chest and he looked me in the eyes.

“I love you so much Vanessa. I’m so glad that you’re my wife and that we have a family together. I wouldn’t want it to be any other way. You changed me into a better man. You’ve made me someone I couldn’t be without your help. All the stuff we went through was worth it because in the end I have you. Te amo mucho Vanessa.”

“Yo tambien te amo mucho Justin. I feel the same about you. Without you and I wouldn’t have a career. I wouldn’t have Ava. I wouldn’t have this. This love that you give me is so amazing. You make me feel loved. No one’s ever made me feel the way you have. You’re everything to me and I wouldn’t want it to be any other way.”

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i know it's super short guys i'm sorry. but that's it! THE END!! lol let me know what you guys thought about the story i'd really like to hear what you thought about the story! thanks for reading!! :D

[justinbieberpicsandimagines]

The next chapter will be the last chapter of Thought You Loved Me. Which I will post tonight. It will be short because I seriously have no more ideas but i will try and make it the best I can. After this story i'm going to take a little break maybe do some imagine request and after that I will start with the sequel of Stuck In The Middle. But yeah, I just wanted to let you guys know. :D

[justinbieberpicsandimagines]

Chapter Thirty-One

I woke up the next day with the view of Justin holding Avalanna. He was sitting in the chair beside my bed and I could hear him talking to her. I closed my eyes again and pretend I was asleep so I could hear what he was saying.

“I love you so much princess. You probably can’t understand me but I love you so so so so much. I love your mommy too. She’s the best thing that ever happened to me. If it wasn’t for her I don’t know what I would be. You wouldn’t be here and I’d probably be in prison or something.” He laughed at the last part.

“I was a bad person and I became so much better when your mom came in my life. She saved me and I know I saved her. I saved her from many things but I would never want her to pay me back. You are her way of paying me back and her love. We both love you so so much and we’re very happy you’re here with us.”

I opened my eyes again and I smiled while looked at him kiss her forehead. I watched him a little while longer then he noticed that I was awake.

“Morning babe.” He said.

“Morning.” I smiled

“The nurse should be coming soon. She said she was going to talk to you about breast feeding.”

“Okay. Are you going to stay? Or are you going to leave?”

“I guess I could stay. It’s nothing I’ve never seen before.” He smirked. I hit him on his shoulder.

“You’re gross.”

“But it’s true.” He stuck his tongue out at me.

“Goodmorning Vanessa.” A nurse said walking in. “My names Lisa. I will be your nurse for the time you’re here.”

“Nice to meet you.”

“Nice to meet you too. So how are you feeling? Any pains?” she asked

“No. I feel fine.”

“Great. So I’m here today to talk to you about breast feeding. It’s the best and healthiest for the baby. Is this your first time?”

“No. I have another child. I breast feed him.” I said

“Okay good. So I don’t have to teach you anything then. Do you remember how to breast feed?”

“Yes, I remember.”

“Okay great! So I guess that’s pretty much it. If you have any guest do you want me to let you know before hand?” she asked

“No thanks. Just let then in. It’ll be fine. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome. So I’m going to leave you to it. I’ll be back later to check up on you two.” she smiled. I nodded and she turned and left.

“Here you go. Go to mommy.” Justin said handing me Avalanna.

I grabbed her and set her on my lap. I unbuttoned my gown and pulled it down so I could feed her.

“Whoa whoa whoa. What are you doing?” Justin asked

“What does it look like I’m doing? I’m going to feed her.”

“Why are you doing it in front of me?”

“It’s nothing you’ve never seen before.” I said mocking his voice. He looked at me and laughed.

“But seriously. I’m going to breast feed her so if you don’t want to look you can leave.”

“Don’t worry. I’m not leaving. I’ll just watch.” That smirked came on his face again.

“Fine then.”

I pulled down the side of the gown and breast feed Ava. And he did as he said he would. He watched. I got pretty uncomfortable so I grabbed one of the blankets beside me and covered myself.

“Why’d you do that?” he asked

“Because I don’t want you staring at me. It’s awkward.”

“I’m sorry babe. I didn’t mean to make things awkward.”

“It’s okay.”

He looked down and I tried to cover his area. I began to laugh.

“Don’t laugh!” he said

“B-but i-it’s funny!” I said

Me moved closer to me. And talked in my ear.

“That was kinda sexy though.”

“Don’t even think about it Bieber!” I said pushing him away.

“I just gave birth. I’m not thinking on doing anything like that for a few months.”

“Few months?” he asked “What am I supposed to do till then?”

“Get comfortable with your hand because it’s not happening anytime soon. Now go fix your little problem.” I laughed

“Fine. Fine. I get it. I’ll be in the bathroom.”

He was in the bathroom and Ava didn’t seem hungry anymore so I clipped my gown back on and burped her. Just then Alicia and Marisol walked in.

“Hey! Oh my gosh the little baby!” Alicia said. She had a huge teddy bear in her hand and Marisol was holding a balloon that said ‘It’s a girl!’.

“Hi.” I said

“How are you?” Marisol asked sitting on the bed.

“I’m great. Little sore but I’m good.”

“That’s great. Can I hold her?”

“Of course.” I handed Ava to Marisol while Alicia was grinning like crazy.

“You’re happy, aren’t you?” I asked her

“Yep! Who’s going to be the godparents?” she asked

“I was thinking about it but I still have to ask Justin.”

“Ask me what?” he said coming out of the bathroom all ‘fixed’ lol.

“Hey Justin.” They said

“Hey. Ask me what babe?” he said beside me on the bed and put his arm around me.

“Who the godparents are going to be.”

“Oh well I don’t know. Who were you thinking?”

“Well, since Alicia is the godmother of Carlos. I was thinking Marisol could be Ava’s godmother?”

Marisol immediately looked up with her eyes widened.

“Me?” she asked

“Yeah. You’re one of my bestfriends and I would love for you to be the godmother.”

“I would love to thank you.” She smiled

“You’re welcome.” I smiled “You can chose the godfather Justin.”

“Well, how about Ryan?” he asked

“Okay! That sounds great! Maybe then you could fall in love or something. Right Marisol?”

“No. I don’t know.” She looked down and blushed.

“What? Do you like Ryan?” Alicia asked

“Did someone say my name?”

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okay so there's a few 'things' in here that were i guess you could say not my idea. i didn't have many ideas so i asked my cousin and this is what we came up with. if you feel grossed out or offended blame my cousin lol but yeah! it will probably like 2 or 3 more chapters and then i will end the story. so i hoped you liked it! let me know what you think!

[justinbieberpicsandimagines]

Chapter Thirty

“My water just broke.” I said.

His eyes widened. Him and everyone else at the table immediately got up and started to go crazy. The pain just keep coming. Everybody was running everywhere. They were so loud I got tired of it and I snapped.

“Hey!” I screamed. Everyone stopped and turned to me.

“I don’t have time for this shit! I’m give birth here! Just get me to the hospital!”

Everyone nodded and Justin helped me out of my chair. I heard my dad say something about going to my house and get my bags. Justin and I walked as fast as we could to the car. He helped me in the car and he got in himself. Then we sped off. We got to the hospital and he helped me inside.

“My wife is giving birth! I need a wheelchair!!” Justin screamed.

A nurse came towards us with a wheelchair and started wheeling me away. I tried to grab a hold of Justin’s hand but the nurse told him to wait there. She said he could come in later. They brought me in the labor room because the baby was coming now. A few minutes later Justin came in and grabbed my hand.

“Are you okay?” he asked

“I’m fine. Can you please say? I need you.” I said

“Of course. I will never leave you. Especially now.”

“I love you.” I said.

“I love you too.” He leaned down and kissed me.

Then we began with the pushing. While I was pushing and screaming I was squeezing Justin’s hand. He would talk me through and helped me with breathing. He was a big help during this process.

“Okay Vanessa. One last push and she’s out. Come on.” The doctor said

I pushed one last time and then I heard the precious sound. I heard Avalanna cry and I thanked god. I laid back and let out a deep breath. I turned my head and looked at Justin.

“You did great babe. You did great.” He kissed my forehead.

I saw a nurse come towards us and she handed Avalanna to Justin.

“Congratulations. She’s beautiful.” She said

“Thank you.” We said at the same time. We looked at each other and giggled.

He leaned down and showed me Avalanna. She was beautiful and she had Justin’s eyes. To tell you the truth she looks like me. Not trying to brag or anything but I’m serious.

“What are you going to name her?” my doctor asked

“Avalanna Marie Bieber.” Justin said smiling at me.

He handed me Avalanna while he went and filed out the birth papers. I was holding her and her eyes looked into mine. I couldn’t help but smile. She was here. She was finally here and she was worth everything I went through.

“She looks like you.” Justin said.

“She has your eyes.”

“I know. I kinda noticed. I’m glad she looks like you. Then she could be a mini Vanessa.”

“I don’t know if I like the sound of that.” I laughed

“Hey princess. I’m your daddy. Hi. I love you princess.” Justin said kissing her on the forehead.

“I’m sorry but I have to take her for her checkup.” A nurse said coming up to us.

“It’s okay. Bye baby.”

I kissed her on the forehead and so did Justin. He handed her to the nurse and she took her away. I let out a deep breath. I was pretty tired. It’s been a long day.

“Best Christmas present ever.” Justin said

“I know right.”

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hey guys! i hope you guys liked it! i was thinking and i will be ending the story soon. i know it sucks but i really don't have any more ideas for this story. so yeah! let me know what you think!! :D

[justinbieberpicsandimagines]

Chapter Twenty-Nine

*4 months later (December)*

It’s been four months since me and Justin have gotten back together and everything’s been amazing. I’m 9 months and the baby should be due soon. I’m so nervous. Justin is too. Sometimes I pretend that my water broke just to see how he will react. It’s pretty hilarious.

Justin, Miguel, Juan, and Matt all helped paint for Ava’s room. Avalanna’s nickname is going to be Ava. That’s what Carlos said since he couldn’t say his name. I thought it was cute. But yeah her room looks like this: http://livingimpressive.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/03/Baby-Girl-Nursery-1.jpg. (A/N just imagine the room purple and with her name on the wall.) It turned out great.

Today is Christmas Eve and we were heading to Pattie’s house where she’s having this big dinner for everyone. I was getting ready and I put this on: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=101601684. I helped Carlos get ready too. He said he wanted to wear a tie or a bought a mini tie for him to wear. He looked so cute.

“You ready babe?” Justin said walking in Carlos room. I looked at him and laughed. He were both wearing black clothes and red shoes.

“What?” he asked

“We’re both wearing black clothes and red shoes.” I said

“That’s because we think alike.” He walked towards me and helped Carlos with his tie.

“Justin?” Carlos asked

“Yeah buddy?”

“Can I call you dad?” he asked

Justin turned and looked at me. My eyes widened. I didn’t expect him to ask that.

“Of course you can.” Justin said now smiling. I couldn’t help but smile myself.

“I love you dad.” Carlos reached up and hugged him.

“I love you too.” Justin said hugging him back

I felt a tear run down my face and Justin saw it.

“Why are you crying?” he asked

“I don’t know.” I laughed. “That was so cute.”

“Don’t cwy mommy.” Carlos said now hugging me.

“It’s happy tears.” I said

“Okay.”

“We should get going. We’re late.” Justin said. I nodded.

He helped me stand up and we put on our coats. We walked downstairs and got in the car. I saw some paparazzi in the distance taking pictures. We did tell the media that we were back together but they didn’t really believe it. So I guess that’s why paparazzi have been following us more than usual. We got to Pattie’s house and we all got out. We walked to the door and knocked.

“Hey guys!” Pattie said opening the door. She let us in and then she hugged us.

“You’re late.” She said

“I know we’re sorry.” Justin said

“It’s okay. Let’s head to the table because we’re about to start eating.”

We got to the table and we all sat down. We said Marry Christmas to everyone and sat down in our seats. We said a prayer and we began to eat. Everybody was having their own conversation with someone. I was just watching everyone around me.

I was about to take another bite from my food when I got a shot of pain in my stomach. I went away as quickly as it came so I ignored it but I got another one. I grabbed my stomach and it seemed to get everyone’s attention.

“Mommy are you okay?” Carlos asked. As soon as he asked that I felt something wet between my legs. I turned to Justin.

“Are you okay? What’s wrong?”

“My water just broke.”

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hey guys! i know it's short but there really wasn't much to say in this chapter. i hope you guys liked it! let me know what you think! :D

[justinbieberpicsandimagines]

Chapter Twenty-Eight

Me and Justin finished eating then we headed to a local furniture store. There were not many people there but once we got in there they seemed to stop what they were doing and turn and look at us. What? Do we look like aliens or something? Why do they have to stare? I think Justin saw too because he grabbed my hand and just walked to where the cribs were. We got to where the baby furniture was and I saw a crib that was white and I loved.

“Justin look at this one.” I said showing him the crib.

“Do you like this one?” he asked

“Yes, I love it.”

“Okay. We’ll get this one. We should ask if it comes with a dresser.” He said

“Yeah sure.”

He nodded and went to get someone to help us. I walked around and looked at other cribs but they weren’t as pretty as the one I want. I walked back to where the crib was and saw Justin and a women talking about the crib.

“Oh here she is. Norma this is my wife Vanessa. Vanessa this is Norma she is a worker here.” Justin said introducing us.

“Nice to meet you.” I said shaking her hand.

“Nice to meet you too. Congratulations.” She said

“Thank you.”

“You’re welcome. As I was just telling Justin this crib does come with dresser, a changing table and a little closet.”

“That’s great. So I think that’s all we need.” I said

“You can also order the bed set here as well. We have some for baby cribs.”

“Oh that’s great, can I see them?” I asked

“Yes of course. Follow me.” She said.

We walked to the front desk where she showed me a book full of stuff we could order. I turned to the section where the bed sets were and looked at them.

“What color do you want her room to be?” Justin asked me

“I was thinking purple.” I said looking at him. He smiled.

“I think that’s a great idea.” He kissed me on the cheek.

We both turned to the book and order the bed set and some other furniture stuff we wanted in there. We went ahead and paid for the furniture. I was taking out my wallet to pay but Justin snatched it away from me.

“Hey!” I said trying to reach for it.

“I’m paying.” He said. I sighed.

This was how Justin was. Every time we went somewhere he paid for it. I could never pay for anything only if I’m really fast or I sneakily pay for it myself. I try to pay but I never win so I know not to argue.

“Here’s your wallet.” He said handing it back to me once everything was paid for.

“Thanks.” I said

“Don’t be mad.” He said. Bringing me to his chest.

“I’m not mad. I just sorta forgot you did that.” I laughed

“Yeah well now you remember.” He said

I nodded. We signed some papers and all that stuff then we headed out. We walked to the car and I saw in the distance some paparazzi trying to hide. I sighed and got in the car. We stopped by my dad’s house and picked up Carlos. My dad was at work and Miguel was going on a date with a girl again. We got to our house and just ordered pizza. I was craving it pretty bad. We were now sitting in the living room watching tv.

“Mommy?”

“Yeah?” I asked turning to him. He was sitting in the middle of me and Justin on the couch.

“What you name my sistwe?” he asked

“We haven’t name her yet. We should name her now.” I said turning myself sideways so I was facing Carlos and Justin.

“Okay, so what should we name her?” Justin asked

“I don’t know any ideas Carlos?”

“Cupcake!” he said. I looked at Justin and he just laughed

“I like that but I don’t think that’s a good name for a baby.” Justin said

“Ummm… Emily?” I asked

“Too common. We need something unique.” He said

“Cupcake!” Carlos said again.

“Carlos, we can’t call her cupcake.” I laughed

“Aw man.” He said pouting and jumping off the couch to play with his cars on the floor. I just giggled.

“How about Marie?” Justin asked

“I like that. Oh wait I got a good one!” I said

“Okay what is it?”

“How about Avalanna? I know how much she meant to you and it would nice for her to somehow still be in your life.” I said

“I like that.” He smiled. He leaned in and kissed me.

“So her name will be Avalanna Marie Bieber.”

“I love it.” He said

“I do too.”

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the name that won is of course Avalanna! thank you so much for voting and participating! so i hope you guys liked the chapter! let me know what you think! :D