@brooklynislandgirl sent: D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?) U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?) B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?) T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Tony is surrounded by boxes in his new kitchen, half of his collection of cooking tools unpacked on the counter as he shuffles them into place, the homes that Beth had installed just for him when he finally committed to moving to New York. He's holding his stand mixer- painted the same green as his eyes, a gift from Beth- in his hands when Beth asks her questions. The mixer gets set on the corner of the counter as he turns to face his cousin, picking up the glass of wine he's been nursing all night and taking a sip.
"I think I'm doing alright," he tells her, gesturing to the controlled chaos that is his home, "everything has a place and I haven't managed to make any messes I can't clean up, yet. I even put coasters on the coffee table before I watched the Ohio State game yesterday. How many bachelors can say that? I know it's still a mess, but all my socks are in the hamper and I put the seat down. I'd say I'm very well domesticated."
He settles from the energetic defense, something serious in his tone, "I left NCIS. I moved to a different state. I uprooted everything. And I- I've never felt more sure I was ready for something more permanent, Beth. Even with Wendy- I wasn't sure I was going to be able to hack it, living with another person like that. Being in a serious committed relationship. But- I really want this. I want everything that comes with it. I'm ready now."
He fiddles with the wine glass, fingers rolling back and forth on the stem. "I do worry," he admits, "I see more than most people want to think about. I understand things, make connections. What if I do that and it's something that he doesn't want me to know? I'm constantly putting my foot in my mouth. If I do it to Ron and I make him uncomfortable," he trails off, unwilling to voice the worst case that dances in his head. "I want to be his friend, Beth. I want more, too, of course I do. But I want to be the person he has a pint with while he watches a game, and the person he meets for a playful match of pool. I want to be someone he wants to be around just to be around, no pressure. I- it all sounds so silly, but I want that."
Effort should be obvious in the way Tony is still unpacking. He's put everything into this, into starting a relationship with Ron that is more serious. He's put himself out there in a way that Tony doesn't usually do. He wants this thing, all the possibilities that he and Ron have. He wants to see where they can go. He wouldn't have moved if he didn't.
"I want forever, Beth. I want to make him breakfast and drink tea while we read the paper. I want to bring him his favorite comfort foods on bad days. I want to celebrate the little things. I want to plan trips and dinners and I want to spoil him. I want it all. And I'm going to get it."
Honorary mention: @ronmanmob