Liam could probably imagine how he looked like to most people these days, he tried his best to look in the mirrors around his home knowing that the image of himself that would be reflected would not be of someone he recognised. He barely slept, food was becoming harder to stomach due to the guilt that was constantly gnawing at him and he found that he rarely left the house. So he knew that there were probably dark circles under his eyes, knew that he jumped at noises and things he really shouldn't and was aware that he had snapped at the people he loved far too often over the last month. He was also aware that the strength that he had to pretend that he was okay was pretty much non-existent at this point, hoping that a simple shrug and a small smile would be enough for people to leave him be. However, he knew that wasn't going to be the case with his boyfriend. He had seen the expression of worry on Rory's face when the other thought he wasn't looking at him, it was the same one that he was wearing openly now as he found himself zoning back into the room, "Sorry... I zoned out for a moment, what were you saying?"
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