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Bubbling

Summary: Some days were harder than others, tonight both of you needed something to relax, but will only bath help? Maybe you two needed something more…

Warnings: Smut MDNI, male masturbation, friendship, idiots in love, not nice to John in here, sadness, a little angst, insomnia.

Paring: Thunderbolt!Bucky x Thunderbolt!Reader

Word count: 3196

A/N: Hello, this took me a while cause I didn't know how to end it, also this is a squeal from bubble bath. I want to give one more chapter to this, they both deserve love, english is not my first language and any mistakes are mine. Pictures found on Pinterest, dividers made by me.

It was almost like a sacred routine, if Bucky had a bad day he would grab some of the things you gave to him, relax now in his own bathtub, and sleep peacefully after, but tonight wasn't the case.

Nothing would work, he had a particular thought day, congress was a mess, the treat of lawsuit from Sam because of the Avengers thing, some mission being exhausting, he had to do some photoshoots for government propaganda, he was completely done with everything, so he did his best but it didn't work.

He did it four times but he only got even more tense, he wanted so bad to have you with him, maybe you was the help he needed, but he didn't want to bother you, but he also really needed to sleep, he haven't had a good sleep in days, he didn't think he could hold it anymore.

So he swallowed his pride and went to your room, he knocked on the door, but nothing, only noises he couldn't understand, so he knocked again and said your name.

“You're in there? I… I need your help” he said with the tiredness clear in his voice

He heard some movement inside, but waited for you to open the door, but when the steps got closer to the door they stopped, you hesitate, you didn't want to talk with him?

“Just gimme a minute okay? I-I need to get something” you said from the other side of the door, more steps but he didn't know what you was doing

“Okay I will wait, no pressure” Bucky answered and leaned on the wall against your door

After a few minutes you open the door, you were in an oversized shirt and some comfy pajama pants, Bucky was only with a towel wrapped around his hips.

“What you need me?” You say looking at him, intrigued by his choosing of clothes.

“I… I haven't slept properly in a long time, I was thinking if you… if you would talk with me, or just I don't know maybe teach me more things to help me sleep” he said shyly not looking you directly in the eyes

“Oh, I was going to make a bath of my own, you want to join me and chill?” You said slightly blushing not expecting him to ask you that

He also looked a bit surprised by your offer, but he needed you so much.

“Yes I would like that, I'm wearing trunks under the towel, you want to change into… I don't know something else?” He ask not sure what ladies in this century wear in beaches or at pools

“Yeah, I will put on a bikini, mind waiting a bit more?” You say looking at him, you can see the tiredness in his eyes and he could also see it in your eyes, he nods and you close the door again.

He wondered what you would wear, it was going to be small? Something less revealing? He started to feel a heat in his body, suddenly trying to not think about your pretty body, you're his friend, his teammate, so he focused on thinking about anything else, he managed to calm his heat, so you opened the door wearing a simple black bikini.

“Come in, sorry if I took too long” you say a bit shy

“No it's okay, you didn't took long” he said a bit shy too “Excuse me” he said getting into your room, he didn't want to look like a weirdo so he just went to the bathroom, as the rooms was all the same to everyone

“So what do you want to talk about?” You said following him and lighting up a candle

“Just…” even he was the one to come look for you he still not sure how to say what he needed to say “It's been a hard week, too much to deal with, not much time to relax” he said looking at the floor

“I get it, I'm so tired of everything, feel I need some vacation from all of this” you say getting inside the bathtub, already with a blue color and silver glitter from the bath bomb you had put in earlier “You… you can come in” you said looking at him

“Lady's first, also it's your room, don't want to make you feel uncomfortable” he says leaving the towel in the sink of the bathroom and getting inside the bathtub with you

Now it looks so small, sure Bucky is big but you're not so small too, you can both fit together but slightly touching each other's.

“You're the least person that could make me uncomfortable, you knock at least and ask my opinion”

You say smiling to him, truly liking being with him in here.

“You…” Bucky says but hesitates, is too much to be said? Maybe but it feels like he needs to say it “You're the only one I feel I can be vulnerable with, everyone sees me like I know everything and that I could fix everything, but with you I can be like this, sleepless and sad, and even better you help me with it”

He says showing almost all his true emotions for you and you feel that is truly and sincere.

“That… that's the sweetest thing someone said to me in a long time” you say holding back tears from happiness “I'm glad it came from you, you mean a lot to me too, i feel we got some connection after that night, like I'm not alone anymore in this” You say in the most sincere way you can, but just like him not saying all of your feelings.

He looks at you smiling, you feel he is almost tearing too, like the bond you two have is now stronger.

“I'm glad and sad to hear that, who idiot doesn't say kind words to you? You're the sweetest person I've ever known” he says smiling to you, the colorful water don't let you see he getting his hand closer to you

“You know, life isn't normal for us anymore” you say sighing

“I get it, our normal is a huge event in someone else's life, when they can chat with people across the universe, maybe even know people from another universe” he says smiling “That's why you couldn't sleep?”

“Kinda, it's… it's just something stupid” You say trying to change the subject

“If it doesn't let you sleep isn't stupid, John is stupid we both know that, just tell me it can't be stupidest than John” he says joking to try cheer you up, making you smile

“So stupid” You say laughing “You promise not to laugh if I say so?” You say a bit ashamed about the reason you can't sleep

“Only if it's about the stupid of our teammates, that I can resist” he says smiling to you

“No, I don't think they can steal my sleep, my peace yes but not my sleep” you say laughing

You look at him smiling to you, feeling like he truly cares about you, and you need to feel that so much.

“It's… my childhood best friend just got married, and didn't even invited me, I find out because one of our mutual friends posted something about the party” you say waiting for him to laugh, or just say is something stupid, but he just looks sad to you, with sympathy caring about you

“That's not stupid, it was mean from her part, and looks like she purposely chose to exclude you, a weeding isn't something easy to hide” he says getting closer to you, to comfort you “You know we could like do something to ruin her party, don't know maybe do a bigger party and leave her out? I don't know I'm not the best at social interactions”

“Who in our team is good at social interactions?” You said laughing “I bet if I told Yelena she would mock me and say we should do something to scare her, and John would fight the groom, just to show off”

“For sure” Bucky said laughing “But I'm up to that, you want a blood bath or a… how you kids say those days? A shade?” he said trying to use some young slang, you laughed with him

“Yeah something like that” you said laughing

For a while you two just stayed there together laughing and smiling with each other, not awkward, just happiness in a dark moment of both of your lives.

“You wanted that?” You ask, not sure of you would commit to what you want to say

“What? A blood bath?” He said jokingly and you laughed

“No, like you never imagined your wedding? Life outside this hero's life?” You ask hopeful that you're not a fool dreaming with a calm life

“Oh, I… I didn't think about that in a long time… but I do, I wanted a nice wedding, my friends by my side, and a woman that I love and that she loved me too” he said looking at you, maybe you get what he is hinting or it was too subtle? “You imagined that too?”

“Yeah… kinda had planned something, i won't bother you with the details” you say smiling

“No please I want to hear it, if you want to tell me of course” Bucky said smiling, curious to know more

“It's… a childhood thing, dreamed about a pretty wedding near a waterfall, a lot of flowers and pastel colors decoration, blues and purples around everywhere, I'm in a princess like dress, my groomsmen matching colors with their respective bridesmaids dress, simple and not much people, well now less friends than I imagined” you said remembering you childhood dream wedding, but a bit sad at the end remembering one of the persons you most wanted to be there didn't consider you worth to be in hers

“That's looks lovely” Bucky said smiling “Now I feel mine is too simple” he say to cheer you up

“Your's is good too, I'm the one who grow up having to imagined how good house wife i would be, that my most chance to shine is in the weeding, some old fashion thing, bet you would be teached that you need to be a strong man and take care of your wife” you say smiling, now relaxing a bit more, after speaking that out loud now you fell lighter

“Yeah, man should be strong and take good care of their family, simple but not happy to everyone” Bucky said, he knows that it wasn't perfect but many people think it was

“You imagined having a pretty house with a garden and white picket fence?” You ask smiling trying to picture Bucky in that scenario, and you kinda think it fits him

“One a bit far from the city, as most I love New York I do also love peace, and I would love to have maybe a small farm or something like that, it was a dream that not even HYDRA could erase, I have some files that they kept on me and I would often draw somethings, besides Brooklyn Bridge and Steve, I would also draw a house with trees” he said, in the most vulnerable voice you ever heard from him, that those wore truly words from his heart “Guess I'm a bit of a dreamer too”

He said trying to brush off his sadness a bit, you smiled and reached for his hand squeezing it.

“That's a beautiful dream Bucky, I hope one day you can make your dream come true” you said smiling to him

“Thanks, just… just dream isn't something I'm used to do, don't think I had in a long time” he said still holding your hand, not wanting to let it go, not now at least “But I need to say you helped me sleep better, with all of things you gave me made me feel less stressed, that I could finally relax” he said smiling to you, holding back a bit his feelings for you, maybe some day, but not today

You were going to answer him but an alarm went off, one that says the team was needed somewhere, you two quickly put off the bathtub.

“We could keep talking later if you want” you say drying yourself on the first towel you found and Bucky doing the same with his

“It would be nice, but I don't wanna bore you with my sadness” he said already heading to his dorm

“You never bore me Buck, besides we insomniac people need to support each other right?”

You said smiling to him.

“Glad to hear that, see you in a minute” Bucky said smiling and getting out of your room to grab his clothes

“You shouldn't have gone that alone, I could had helped you” John said to you as all of you get inside the jet

“For you to keep annoying me? Fuck no” you said tired sitting on your seat

“We are a team, we must keep together” Alexei said as he sat on his seat

“Thanks Alexei that's really nice from you, unlike some rude people” John said looking at you and you just ignored him

“Stop fighting like children, we have some more important things to deal with” Yelena said sitting in front of you, Bucky was by your side “Why you two seem to always arrive together and smell the same?” She said pointing at the two of you

“None of your business Yelena” Bucky said not looking at her, only cleaning his weapon

“No it's my business, if my team is in some gossip me as the leader need to know” she said looking at both of you suspecting something

“It's nothing, he asked for a recommendation to bathing products and I said the ones I like” you said shrugging

“Not buying that, tell me the truth” she said still looking at you two

“I can't take care of myself? Is that what you saying?” Bucky asked now looking at her

“I'm just saying that it looks like bullshit to me” She said looking at him “What's so important you need to hide from us?”

The team was now focused on the three of you, John and Alexei were looking directly at you, Ava was looking side-eye trying to pretend she was not paying attention to the drama, Bob was just looking from far.

“It's nothing, can't a man take good care of himself?” Bucky asked “Besides everyone has secrets, John for example ate everything he finds and don't restock anything”

“It was you who ate my cookies?” Ava said looking at John

“What? No i didn't” John said clearly lying, everyone was looking at him, waiting for his confession “Okay one time but i totally restock it”

“No you didn't! You asshole” Ava said angrily

And that's how everyone got distracted and didn't ask questions for you two anymore, and almost made the jet crash.

When back to the tower Bucky was in his room unpacking everything and taking his battle clothes off and saw that the towel he used to dry himself when he took a bath with you was still on top of his bathroom sink, he grabbed but something felt from it

Something that wasn't his

Something he shouldn't be seeing

It was you panties

More specifically, a black lacey one, that you had forgotten in the sink right where Bucky had left his towel, and in the rush he must have picked up by mistake.

He grabbed from the floor, looked at it, and imagined you wearing it.

Only it, for him

His heart started to beat fast, his cheeks turning almost bright red, and an obvious tent was forming on his pants.

He didn't even realized his flash hand was sliding to his pants until he squeezed himself

“Fuck” he said almost like a whisper, it was wrong, he knows it was, but he wanted so badly

He shaked his head to take that thought out of him, he was heading to his door, to go to your room, but he stopped, it would be nice if he washed it first, it was wet from his towel and stayed for a long time in there, so he should give it back to you clean.

But if he was going to wash it that was not bad in using it to pleasure himself, you wouldn't even notice it.

So he locked the door, went back to his bathroom and stripped out of his clothes, he already was rock hard, he only could think in you, he turned the shower on in an attempt to silence what he was doing.

He went inside the shower, carefully not to wet your panties, he started slowly, moving his hand up and down on his cock, to enjoy the moment, he then decided he wanted to see if still smelled like you, and when he did.

“Fuuck” he said groaning feeling your smell in it, making him go harder on himself, he bite his lip to hold back his moans but it was hard

He imagined that was your hand on him, moving faster and faster, you would be begging for his cum, he imagined how your hands would feel, how your mouth would feel, and when he imagined how your pussy would feel, he lost it.

He was going as fast as he can now, eyes shut close so he could focus on his imagination, you in front of him, wide spread on his bed, one leg on his shoulder other on his hip, him playing with your clit with one of his hands and the other playing with you nipple, he know he was close so close, biting his lip so hard it could bleed he open his eyes and come on your panties, his hot load on your delicate panties, leaving a huge mess on it and on his hand.

He was panting trying to calm his breath, he looked at his hand, your panties still on it, he was holding like something precious, for him it was, but when he finally calmed his breath he realized what he did was wrong, but it was so good.

He cleaned himself, cleaned his bathroom and just took the excess cum from your panties and put on his washing bin, he was planning on doing tonight anyway.

In the next day after coming back from your morning exercise you found an envelope on your bed, white and didn't look like a regular letter, a bit bigger actually, and had a note on it.

“Took it by mistake yesterday, it was wet and I washed it, sorry I should had paid more attention.

JBB”

That's what was written on, you opened the envelope and saw back lacey panties, yours black laced panties, you were in shock, truly ashamed, but also intrigued.

If he has washed them was because they were too dirty, or he made it dirty? You're not sure, but if it was the other way around maybe, just maybe, you would make them dirty too.

A/N: I promise next chapter they will finally kiss and more.

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