#thura

[makanidotdot]

well i did draw some orcs. i tried to make usha a longer faced orc but that just becomes a troll??

idk if i ever posted this sketch of my dk, anyway i did a new one in the corner yay. also lets gooooo got those inflated ranks from having a regular group and playing one of the least popular specs lol

[incorrectredwallquotes]

Dingeye: We had to climb over the bob wire. Thura: Did you just say "bob wire?" Dingeye: Yeah, like that spiky shit. Thura: You actually think it’s called bob wire? Like fucking Robert wire? You think it’s called Robert wire? Dingeye: Well what the hell do you think it’s called? Thura: It’s barb wire. Like Barbara wire.

[gattskin]

happy pride redwall

[rae1347]

I can’t believe I forgot to post this! Salamandastron had a metric ton of Martin possession shenanigans in it, that man was BUSY during that book for real 😭 I’m not entirely happy with the Ghost Martin [tm] design but it’s just a shitpost so I guess it ain’t that deep :P Shoutouts to Dingeye and Thura just vibing in the background

[trashrat11]

Drew a scene from Salamandastron awhile ago for ReRedwall’s Tapestry Zine, but I submitted it past the deadline so it didn’t get in. So I guess I’m posting it now.

[sighonahurricane]

Hi love, just wanted to check in and see how you’re doing? 😘😘

Hi Thuraaa!!! ❤😘

Thank you so much for checking in *melts*

Well, I'm planning to submit my final thesis in July first week, but haven't even started writing it yet so I'm dying a little inside everyday about it. Plus I don't yet have all the results I need so That's also a concern. Plus the addition my supervisor did to my original statement is interesting af but it's kicking my ass lol but I aim to get this published so HAVE to spend time on it

Umm, and my ceramics classes just ended last week. I had tons of fun and learnt so much. Though I think the kind of money they cost for that class (PRETTY EXPENSIVE), now I realise, was more because of the expensive materials they were letting us use lol. But I also befriended two beautiful amazing women there and I am very happy about that

Also, I'm dying for a trip tbh. Haven't had a trip for leisure in more than two years now.

But apart from that I think my life's pretty normal lol, I lead a very quite low-key life in general. The past 10-12 days have been busy-er than usual lol. Lots of work.

Also, Coffee and Ice are some of the most valuable life saving marvelous glorious things that God ever made. She knew what she was giving us when She made these.

That was a bit too long (that's what she said LOLOLOL, sorry)

How've you been Thura? How's the little munchkin <3 <3

[amysteryspot]

Hi baby, how are you doing? I kinda miss you!! ❤️❤️

Thura, I miss you two babe 🥺

And I know this had been sitting in my inbox for a few days, but I’m just a mess lately and didn’t know how to put together an answer.

Little rant bellow the cut.

Okay, there’s a lot happening right now and mostly they’re not good things, per se, so I kinda distanced myself from Tumblr without meaning it.

My grandpa died a couple of months ago, he was more of a father to me than my own father ever dreamed to be, and that hit me hard. As you many know, I’m a lawyer, so I’m taking care of the bureaucracies since my grandma has no idea how to do it and my father, well, at this point I just think he really doesn’t care about helping at all. He is also ill and saying fuck it to his treatment, which makes me angry because ffs this is just one more thing for me and my mom to carry on our shoulders and it’s just so… egotistical? I know he’s going through a lot, but sometimes I just can’t deal with him.

Then I’ve been ill a lot and that plus knowing I was about to lose my job made me lose a good part of the progress I had with my mental health and GOD ITS EXHAUSTING. I’m in the middle of a relapse and it fucking sucks. It’s been hell to me and for the people around me and I can barely help the chemical imbalance in my brain. Nobody is guilty for it, I do have support, but it’s just lonely all the time.

As I said, I just lost my job, which I really, truly, loved. Yesterday was my last day and I’m just terrified of being jobless for as much time as I was the last time, because things are hard and more than just the money, which is important, I crave routine, and I’m really scared that it will make things worse with my disorder. I really don’t know how I’ll deal with things if they get as bad as they were last time.

So, yeah. I’ve been around here observing but haven’t had the energy to interact.

Thank you so much for checking up on me, this means the world, and I miss you and all of the people here so much. Sometimes I just don’t know how to share my feelings and ask for help.

After this long rant, I need a hug.

[lostmousemaid]