#thurst trap

[bambirosedoll]

Hmmmm today. Definitely feeling more exhibitionist today. Like really sort of driven? Idk. Head wise... okay. Maybe a little floaty some. Definitely had a moment were bambis programming took hold?

CW: bs trigger discussion

Was getting ready to take off bambis collar and so far had been really good about honoring bambis uniform programming when going to remove it. Well today i was like thinking of like not doing that and resisting the programming?

Gd it tumblr why didnt u save?

Anyway was thinking of restiting the uniform program compulsion and just sort of ended up petting the collar. And when i pressed it i sort of collapsed on the bed. Like part of me wanted to play along witj the programming? It migjt have been the most distinct bambi has ever felt? Like almost imagining her voice?

Laid like limp and droopy like a doll for a while until i mentally sort of agreed to suck bambis cock (one of her dildos) before i could sort of move again. Tried unbuckling without the thing and dropped again and did finally suck on a dildo.to take off her collar.

Idk part of me.just was like was i just experimenting? I havent even listened to that file in ages. I know ive listen to it as part of the 20 day. Plus maybe a few others?

Neway im not.evdn sure if anyone is reading this.

The rest of the day was bland and mostly boring. Checked in with my dr today. Levels are doing well (oh yeah, did bambi mention she was back on hormones? For a little while now). Dr is going to send some otc recommendations for maybe inducing lactation. My dr woukd make such a good bambi 😋 and she is super hot.

Chatted with some guys. I definitely still have my hangups about my age and this bambi thing. Like im still surprised anyone finds me hot. But ty to those who do 💖

Worked on dm stuff. Yes nerd girl. Had fun coming up with campaign hooks for a new campaign im starting this weekend?

Mmmm is this sexy? Or just weird. Idk

Today's look

On Wednesdays we wear pink

Last night listened to this playlist

And up to level 14 on bambi cloud

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