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new tic appears to be slapping things. what the fuck.
lich rally have been zombified for days im basically getting out of bed to go lie on the couch all day bcuz medication and i want to Stop taking it because i’m like unable to go about normal life but my mom says no cuz she thinks if i have tourettes im functionally dead 🤪
Every once in a while one of my ancient Tourette’s posts gets a like from another person with Tourette’s. Like super ancient posts back to my official diagnosis. That means that either the tag is like like not used as much or someone did a deep dive.
Hi! And lol I’m 30, I don’t post as much about it most of those posts are like 10 years old lol but I still have tics. And for newer followers now you know lol.
i’ve been really sad about not getting to see my extended family for thanksgiving and christmas but it’s occurring to me that that means i don’t have to explain my tics to anyone and damn bitch i’ll drink to that
hi so my tics are back and i’ve called the loud gasps i do screams from time to time but i actually just screamed and... hmm. not sure what to do with that.
i’ve mentioned before on this blog that i have anxiety tics and the other day i hung out with someone id never met before and definitely startled him with an unexplainable yelp and it’s going to haunt me unnecessarily for days
i hate reading about tourettes ‘most cases are mild’ ‘extreme tourette’s isn adulthood is rare’ HELLO!!! SINCE WHEN!!!! WHERE CAN I SIGN UP FOR A MILD CASE???
tourettes rambling under the cut feel free to ignore me im just having thoughts
dealing w anxiety n such has always been Challenging but this takes it to a whole nother level lmao like. every time i get anxious or stressed i tic like crazy which not only is that like... annoying it’s just so physically exhausting on top of everything else i hate it very very much like ill experience a like, normal amount of anxiety for a short amount of time and come out of it feeling exhausted like ive had a panic attack but its just tics lmao
and also ive said this before but i genuinely cannot stand that ppl can see quite obviously when im stressed like im not an Open person that’s not something i would almost ever choose to reveal by choice except under certain conditions but now everyone can just see it because im basically Telling Them, only it’s being told to them against my will lmfao
anyway i try to avoid these thoughts generally bcus hating my tics will only lead to more grief but sigh its just tiring. and i have barely been in public w/ this yet so i dont rly know how thats gonna go