#tieposting

[tentongue]

if you ever see me wearing a necktie that's actually code telling you I want you to yank it and make me lean down so I can hear your short gay ass pestering me

[medicatedmenace]

"do you regret it?"

what a weird question. of course i regret it. why would i reach for the only way to go back and fix what i did if it weren't out of regret? i don't know. "do you regret the people you abandoned?" not nearly as much as i should. there's only one i really cared for, and there's no way he cares for me anyways. so what am i meant to do with all this? "do you wish you could change something?" i wish i could change everything. i wish i could change myself. but i can't. i'm stuck here where i'm not meant to be upset about something that wasn't meant to happen. i've crossed the point of no return and in the end, it's my fault.