#tiffany rambles

[cycat4077]

Trevor's Arc Theory Cont'd

Spoilers for Ghosts 4x4 The Work Retreat

Updated for 4x6 The Primary Source

This week's episode adds to this feeling for me:

So, after the season premier, I had some thoughts on Trevor's potential arc this season. The premier kept making jokes about how Trevor was getting weak, and it made me wonder if he would be the next ghost to be sucked off.

One of Trevor's biggest character traits is that he fears having missed out. He feels like he did not get to live his life to the fullest or make an impact on the world, despite all the extravagant partying he did. He feels as though he wasted his life both career-wise and love-wise.

Today's episode reiterates that. He tries to give himself a redo by getting a job and making the social connections (legacy) that he desperately craved when alive. We learn that by posing as someone from today's society, his coworkers thought he was boring and old. This disappointed Trevor to no end because his 2nd chance was futile. That is, until he finds out that Pinkus allowed everyone to know how awesome and kind Trevor was and immortalized him in the finance world.

Finally, Trevor has the validation he so desperately craved. This, to me, would contribute to ticking off some unfinished business that could lead to him getting sucked off.

So, it feels as if Trevor's arc and clues so far this season are leading him towards that ultimate goal of being sucked off. If achieving the validation he craved while alive wasn't the trigger for being sucked off, I'm guessing the other dimension to Trevor's character, love, will be the final piece of that puzzle.

The Cutting Edge was mentioned again - a movie Trevor adores since it represents his ultimate dream: having someone he loves to share his legacy with.

So where does that leave us? Perhaps the last piece of Trevor's afterlife will be finding someone to love unconditionally and someone who loves him unconditionally in return... and the only real romantic relationship he has had in his afterlife has been Hetty.

While they appear to be on a break, Hetty and Trevor keep gravitating back to one another with their connection only deepening each time.

Update 4x06 The Primary Source

A ghost snail. Trevor feigns indifference about it. Yet the twist is that he is a big animal lover. He feels as though he let down his own dog by dying and has bottled up those feelings ever since. It takes this snail 🐌 for those walls to break down and even more of sensitive Trevor to be revealed.

So, not only do we get his making even more strides to resolving issues he faced due to his death, but we get actual foreshadowing for him being sucked off. The show creates a "false alarm" for the viewers as the heavens open up only for it to be for the ghost snail instead.

Trevor isn't ready yet but the evidence is certainly building up to support that it may happen in the near future...

[cycat4077]

Gator's perfect ending

Spoilers under the cut 😘

In her dream, Dot spoke to Linda about Gator. She said that she could see it in his eyes that he wanted to be good, but that he wanted even more to be like his father.

It was through those eyes that Gator idolized Roy. Though his vision worked perfectly, he was blinded to his reality. Gator only saw the power Roy represented and strived to achieve Roy's approval. Gator ignored all else despite knowing somewhere deep down that his actions were wrong.

Therefore, Gator's literal blindness juxtaposes his proverbial blindness. Blind to truth, despite having eyes, yet finally "sees" the truth after his vision is removed. The reality of his father and his crimes comes abruptly into focus.

We also saw Gator remorseful, and not just because he was caught. He accepted the consequences of his actions and was mature enough to apologize to the one person he had hurt the most: Dot.

What really struck me was the contrast between maturity and innocence in that scene. The Gator from the start of the season would have whined and argued about his situation, yet this Gator was accepting of his reality. It wasn’t a question of if he would go to prison; he knew it was instead a question of when. To me, this shows that Gator has the potential to grow and turn his future around.

But, Gator was also innocent like a child. He had just lost his whole world: the ability to see it and come to the harsh realization that he never truly had a dad. In that moment, Gator looked to Dot for comfort, just as he had when he was a teen. And once again, she was there for him. Gator, like a little boy, needed to know he wasn't alone and asked if she would visit him in prison. His childlike innocence shone through when she promised him his favorite cookies.

Gator's actions this season are despicable and unjustifiable, yet it's also important to remember that he is a victim of sorts as well. Gator's story is a tragedy. His childhood was robbed by a hardened criminal trying to groom his son into carrying out his mission. Gator's ineptitude is likely what ultimately spared him from irreversibly becoming like Roy.

So, I think this was the perfect ending for Gator. He is not the star of the show. This title is deservedly bestowed onto Dot, whose humanity towards others and willpower to survive shone brightly in the end. Gator, on the other hand, was served with consequences but with the promise of redemption. And I think that's exactly the ending Dot would want for him, too.

[cycat4077]

Should I spend $133 on Djo tour merch?

The same tour merch I had wanted but almost got scammed into going through with a purchase of from a fake site?

It is my birthday...

[chososg1rl]

My biggest apologies for not posting stuff and only reblogging, I promise I have like 5 drafts rn and I only have the motivation to do one so look out for that maybe tmr !

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BUT ITS MUSIC VIDEOS

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here

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sorry ive been so bad about posting this week... today is going to not be an active day either tbh... friday probably will be a lot better! im just VERY busy with school i was up till 4:30 am last night and it was just not a fun time... BUT whose fault was that surprise it is mine

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i tried to fry an egg and then i ate most of it because i was like i think this is about right and now i feel sick llollllllllllllllllll

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ask maybe

i cant promise i will be good at replying quickly, but i will check, iswear