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“ Why should I !? “ Marluxia whipped around to the other. He could only STARE at his past self, to be quite frank. It was unsettling to look at, and more so to think about. He felt like he was going crazy, looking back at what he once was. Who he once was. That was distance, now. “ I… There is nothing you can say that I don’t already know. It’s fruitless. “
Wrapping his arms around his chest, he raised his chin. “ It’s for the best if you stay away. I am nothing like you. The implications of this already if I am not just losing my SANITY are dangerous. Hell… Even if I am just losing it, it’s too late for me. “
HE held his hands to his chest, staring at himself. It was disgusting the other self. To watch himself behind some invisible glass, watching that grotesque nothingness speak and walk. It felt out of body. Felt unnatural. That was not him! No! It could not be! For he had changed beyond that which Lauriam could comprehend as himself.
But still he walked into the jaws of the beast. Holding out his hand. The light of the past. Burning bright within this darkness. “How can you be nothing like me when we are the same? What made myself change to not be myself?” Finger tips touch the other’s arms. Unnatural. Disgusting. Touching nothingness. His heart began to scream. “Its never too late.”