All I fucking hear from other women is that I'm tiny, I look like an actress, I could be an Instagram model. They ask where I get my dresses and say my hair is beautiful. But every goddamn time I talk to a man all they do is talk shit. Before I met my first ever tinder date he checks if I'm wearing makeup so he can "show me off". Dumb bastard even starts bribing me with shit like purses and scarves?? I was like the fuck and left. Clearly this is a one time weirdo? NOPE. I'm fucking 22 this and a 20 year old I dared to flirt with wouldn't stop making comments about how I'm older than him. All while still trying to get me to "hang out" with him. You see he doesn't want to call it a date since "girls freak out if you say it's a date". To my face. Ha ha what a funny in joke. You refuse to go out with a women you are interested in alone? Least she get the willlldddd idea that she dares to desire a boyfriend and not a hookup. I talk to this guy for a few fucking days and he's ready to take me barhopping despite that fact I don't fucking drink and said I dont. Showed my goddamn pictures to his friends and now they want to meet me. What with fuck? This show me off bullshit again. I just got more genuine compliments from women in one day than I get from men in one year or more. All those nice comments up top. From women. At work. In the cafe. Today. I snapped. It's so emotionally exhausting to even try to date in this stupid online dating hookup culture. How hard is it to be nice. Haha look at this dumb hot bitch. I'm gonna sleep with her ha ha. No fuckface. You are literally why I can't get any. I wanna get some!!! I do. But this toxic shit is not hot and not worth the risk. You'd have to pay me to put up with it. People wonder why I'm such a prude my god.
