*Barely wears the feminine clothes I own and is always hesitant to get more*
Me: I’m just protecting myself from transphobic violence, I just don’t feel safe to go out in public in my girly clothes is all
*Proceeded to barely wear my feminine clothes at home*
Me: My dresses and skirts are for special occasions! I don’t care about my boyish clothes so I’ll just wear those. They’re comfy anyways!
*has no special events in life*
Damn, why do I feel so bleh all the time? I can’t figure out why I feel so drab and lifeless, especially in the mirror. Oh well, guess I’ll never know!
Damn, why do forcefem fantasies and fantasies where someone dresses me to look pretty excite me so much?! I love it, but don’t know exactly why. Oh well, guess it’s just cuz I’m trans!














