#tiwh

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me, feverish, frantic, feral: what if i posted another chapter of this is what hollows less than a week after the most recent update. just kidding, haha, unless..... 👀

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best part about writing from nathaniel’s point of view is that he’s So Confident that he’s the smartest person in the room like he’s always “clearly the reason i’m so comfortable around andrew is because he’s just. short ig that makes sense yeah” or “obviously andrew’s only touching me bc i’m weak and he sees me as a problem so i’ll have to make it up to him somehow” and he thinks this all with such confidence !!!!!! like brooooooooo shut up!!!! you’re in love!!!!

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good fucking morning to this is what hollows stans only

guess who just updated

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it’s been nearly a year but i finally updated this beast

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SIX MONTHS FUCKING LATER. GOD

“Andrew,” he calls through the first crack in the bi-fold doors, shoving his way past Wymack and nearly tripping on his way down to the parking lot. He’s in motion from the moment his feet touch the ground, making his way towards Andrew and the oscillating members of his group. Andrew’s got a nurse caught in his fist, and it doesn’t look like Nicky’s managed to deescalate the situation at all, outside of trying to put himself between Andrew and the nurse. Andrew’s mouth moves, a barely-noticeable parting of lips, but Nicky flinches back like he’s just been slapped. Nathaniel skips over a curb and keeps moving forward, closing the distance between them maybe too fast.

“Andrew,” he says again, less like a crack of glass and more something familiar. “If you punch him, we’re going to have to go back to the police station, and I don’t think they’re too fond of me right now. They might change their minds. Lock us both up.”

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i’m going to post the new chapter of tiwh today and let me tell you

it’s so fucking gay

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you know how sometimes you read just one line in a fic and you’re like “that’s fucking brilliant”???

for me, that line in TIWH is “Nathaniel will take a bullet for Kevin if it means getting a shot at Riko”

i die a little every time i read it bc i LOVE that line sm

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the good news is that i found a better direction for tiwh

the bad news is that i’ve wasted like over a week on this other scene that my brain thought i desperately needed