Solivan Brugmansia
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Solivan Brugmansia
Some thoughts about him in hcs format
cough.s...... can i req dom sol with a kittygirl!reader with a breeding kink.....
₊˚.༄ this was actually really fun to write! i wanted to try and do something a little interesting w/ the “plot” so I hope you like it! it’s a bit silly, but just go with it! :3 thank you for the FIRE request, anon! ♡ also lowkey, jealous hyugo part 2????
જ⁀➴ when the bell chimes ⁺ . ✦ tags ── ♡ ˚⊹︰mdni (18+), slight dubcon, HUGE breeding kink, body transformation, drugging (unknown substance), heavy alcohol use, nekomimi, catgirl!reader, dom!sol, sadism, sadist!sol, biting, blood, thigh fucking, hyugo is lowkey in on it, roommate au, face slapping, degradation, verbal abuse, praise, humiliation, collar kink, cúnnilingus/eat me out!(EMO), piv, come/cum eating/swallowing, fingerfucking, possessive!sol, jealousy, possessive sex, reader is a virgin ⁺ . ✦ wc. 3,473
sol was obsessed with you. from the very first time he laid his eyes upon you, from the very first time his eyes feasted upon your form, he has been utterly fixated on you. it started as a simple friendship. you would meet in the library between classes, talk about books or draw together, and then walk to your next class together. spending time together as classmates turned into friends, which turned into something more.
he would never let you leave. once his claws had sunk into you, they could never be let go. he kept you inside, under lock and key, hidden away from the outside world. why do you need to go out? he can get everything for you. why do you need more friends? is he not enough? why do you need to talk to others? does he not amuse you? he can take care of everything you could ever need, and more. why would you ever want more? why would you ever be greedy like that?
he was clever. he had convinced you to “save your money”, to stop living on your own, to just live with him to ease the financial burden of just existing in this economy. and, trusting your friend, you thought it would be a wonderful idea to be roommates. he never made you pay anything. he would hardly even let you cook or clean around the apartment. he did everything for you. he would always do anything and everything for you, no matter what.
you’re not sure when it happened. perhaps you were too drunk one night, or not thinking very clearly, or whatever else impairment that comes to mind. the fact of the matter is— something changed in your relationship. you saw him differently. you wanted him differently. you wanted more. why? to be honest, as nice as he is, he’s a bit creepy. so why do you suddenly find yourself yearning for him? why do you think about him at night, before bed? why does it make you feel hot and warm and fuzzy?
your relationship quickly turned into more. you were dependent upon him for everything, physically and mentally. and honestly, it wasn’t that bad at first. but then he wouldn’t let you go see your friends, he wouldn’t let you do anything on your own, and eventually he wouldn’t let you leave at all. he kept you inside, and you obeyed, not wanting to provoke or upset him.
were you dating? by some definitions, maybe. were you partners? not necessarily. being someone’s partner implies a sense of equality, a sense of mutual recognition and respect. and while sol “respects” you, he saw you more akin to a pet, to property, to something to be owned.
it was autumn again, a year since you moved in. halloween was fast approaching, and you had managed to successfully convince sol to dress up with you. he even agreed to take you out to spend time with hyugo, your mutual friend, and you were ecstatic to say the least.
he hadn’t quite decided upon a costume, and chose to just wear his usual attire, citing himself to be some “2000s emo boy or whatever”. it was boring, to say the least. your costume was a bit more interesting, albeit simple. fluffy cat ears sat perched atop your head with a small bell collar accompanying it. it sat comfortably along your throat, jingling with every movement, every action, and every breath. the rest of your outfit was simple, a cute black dress along with some black boots completed the outfit. you didn’t have much time to prepare and buy a costume, and honestly, you’d rather wear something simple over an itchy, uncomfortable piece of fabric that you would wear for only one night.
you walked out of the bathroom after putting the finishing touches on your makeup and spraying perfume. his crimson eyes widened at your figure. sol watched as you presented yourself, showing off your outfit, beaming with excitement at the idea of seeing hyugo and finally getting out of the house.
“you look nice,” he says as his eyes rake across your body. he’s definitely taking in every inch of you right now, assessing, observing, and devouring. he smiles softly, his eyes matching the warmth. “i love the collar.”
a blush creeps across your features. “thank you,” you murmur, trying to distract yourself with the hem of your sleeve.
“ready to go?” he asks, walking past you to grab his keys. he catches a whiff of your perfume, and warmth spreads throughout his body. like liquid magma, it heats his entire body and core, threatening to make him explode. he needs to control himself, at least for a little while longer.
“yes, i can’t wait to see hyugo!” you share as you turn away from him to grab your bag. the bell jingles, alerting him of your movements. you miss the look of dissatisfaction, jealousy, and even envy as you mention your excitement to see hyugo.
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“you look cute today!” hyugo says, giving you a hug as you walk through his front door. this was the first time you’d ever been at his place, and it was exactly what you had expected. neat and organized, everything was in its place.
“thank you, hyugo,” you say, smiling at him. you set your bag down on some random side table, forgetting about it for now. you just want to spend some time with your friends, and mayyyyybe have a drink or two.
“and i see mr. sunshine didn’t really choose to dress up today, what a vibe killer,” he says, his attention now pointed at sol. at least hyugo tried to dress up. sure, he was totally giving “performative male” with his baggy jeans, wired headphones, and carabiner keychain, but it was at least something. maybe you could be the three musketeers of mediocre halloween costumes. surely, if there was a mid costume competition, you three might be the finalists. sol would be the winner, though.
“i’m very much ‘giving’ 2000s emo, didn’t you realize that?” sol retorts.
“you literally look that always. you’re supposed to dress up, be something that you’re not on halloween!” hyugo points out, his voice teasing.
“i’m not emo,” sol replies, annoyed.
you chuckle slightly.
“okay, emo boy, whatever you say,” hyugo says, winking at you and leading you two deeper into his house.
“there’s food, drinks, and god knows whatever else you might want. it’s a three-man party though, so there’s more than enough.” he grins, pointing at the delicious spread of food on the table and gesturing to the liquor racks. on a small table beside it, you see various powders and pills scattered about. what the hell is hyugo up to? and why is there so much of it?
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you’re not sure how many shots you’ve had. you lost count after the 8th. sol and hyugo laugh at some inside joke, sitting besides each other. you sit on the other side of sol, almost isolated. there was a time when you might have sat between the two of them, but sol would never allow it anymore. he never lets you get close to hyugo.
you down another shot as the room spins. you might have had too much, but who cares. you never get to go out like this, much less get a chance to get fucking wasted. and hyugo has some good fucking shit.
hyugo gets up, leaving the room, muttering something about making some drinks for the three of you. you’re keenly aware of sol’s presence now that you’re alone. the feeling of your thigh pressed against his has your already flushed face burning up even more.
“enjoying yourself?” he asks, looking at you, concern spread across his features.
“yesssss,” you reply, unaware of just how bad you were slurring your words already. you sink into the cushions of the couch, enveloped in the warmth and comfort of the plush cushions.
it feels like an awkward eternity before hyugo returns, setting 3 glasses in front of you. you grab the one closest to you, taking a huge gulp of the cocktail.
“this is sooo good, hyugo, what is it?” you ask, practically chugging the cocktail.
“just a new recipe i’m trying,” he replies, not looking at you but instead meeting sol’s gaze. they exchange an odd look, like something only the two of them would understand. he smiles at you. “i’m glad you like it, i’ll have to make more for you,” he says, that cheeriness in his voice on display again.
“are you superstitious at all?” hyugo asks, charging the conversation as he watches you from the rim of his glass. he sips from his cocktail, eyeing you.
“maybe a bit… i don’t know,” you say, shrugging. “what about you, sol?”
“not particularly… i mean, it has to all be fake. but also… what if? maybe it’s better to believe just in case.” he says.
“who knows? maybe magic and spirits and all that is real. who knows what could happen,” hyugo chimes, focusing his attention on a tree outside the window. his eyes are fixated on the breeze rustling brown and red leaves.
but you don’t reply. you feel heavy, you feel tired, and the room is spinning. you think you’ve had way too much to drink, and whatever hyugo made, it was too damn strong.
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it’s dark when you wake up. you’re in an unfamiliar room, some sort of bedroom in hyugo’s house. you stretch, feeling almost refreshed after your nap. usually drinking too much would result in a hangover, but not this time? and just how much did you drink to end up in a room by yourself, knocked out, and fucking naked? what the fuck did you do?
you scratch your head, yawning, when you notice a new sensation. some fuzzy, soft, warm petting sensation. your fingers run across your head, noticing a distinct triangular object jutting up. you feel yourself petting what you assume to be… ears? they were exactly like your headband… but real? you could feel every sensation, and it felt kind of nice, actually.
as you rub your head, you feel another soft, warm flick between your legs, a new sensation altogether. you move the covers of the bed to reveal a fucking tail? what is going on?
and then you notice it— a crimson eye illuminated by a sliver a moonlight dances among the shadows. a dark, brooding figure in the corner of the room. you know it’s sol without even seeing him.
“sol…” you start. “what’s going on?” confusion and worry overwhelms you, scaring you.
he steps out of the shadows, towards the bed, a huge smile spread across his features. “are you scared?” he asks. “it shouldn’t hurt. do you hurt?”
you shake your head. nothing hurts, but you’re still stressed about whatever changed in your body.
“how…?” you ask, gesturing to your newfound ears and tail.
“who knows?” he replies, still smiling. he definitely knows, but he would never tell you. he’s in front of you now, bringing his calloused hand to your hair and petting you.
a low, rumbling sound involuntarily escapes your throat as he runs his fingers through your hair, along your fluffy cat ears. it feels so good.
“feel good, huh? you like being pet like that?” he asks, peering down at you and his hands caress you so perfectly.
“y-yes…” you say, looking away in shame. your tail flicks around, uncontrollable and with a mind of its own. your collar chimes with the movement, which only adds to your embarrassment.
sol leans closer, his face next to yours, as he whispers, “good girl.”
a shiver runs down your spine, like electricity traveling through your entire body. he sits on the side of the bed, next to you, and pushes you against the headboard. a hand towers above you, as the other is placed along the grooves of your neck and collarbone.
if you weren’t already wearing a collar, you think his hand might be an even more perfect necklace. his hand softly grips you, adding delicious pressure along your throat.
sol leans forward, his mouth meeting yours. there is no affectionate kissing, no playful teasing, only full-on devouring as he nips and bites and sucks.
his tongue pushes into your mouth, invading it and tasting every inch. he wants, no, needs to taste every bit of you he can. he tugs at your lip and bites once more, drawing blood, and licks that up. both of your spit mixes with the coppery, metallic taste of your blood. it tastes so fucking perfect, he thinks.
your lips are bruised, puffy, and red by the time he’s done. but his onslaught has only just begun. every spot he kisses along your soft skin is now a bruise, a mark of his devotion and ownership. he takes his time, sucking every spot, leaving evidence of his presence.
you whimper beneath him as heat pools between your legs. he kisses along your skin, marking his way down your body.
his mouth takes a nipple in, sucking on it, eliciting a moan from you. he plays with it, licking and sucking it, making you practically mewl beneath him. confident you’re not expecting it, he gently nibbles on it, sparking a pleasurable sort of pain through your body.
you gasp, your breath evading you. a sharp hiss escapes your mouth as he does it once more, and your hand reflexively moves to the top of his head, trying to move him away. but he’s like some immovable object, your attempt at pushing him does not effect him whatsoever.
he relents and pulls away, but not without a slight tug at your now sensitive nipple. he resumes his movement downwards once again, before settling between your legs. sol pushes them apart with ease, revealing your soaked sex. his crimson eyes shimmer at the sight, as if transfixed.
“fuck… you’re soaking the sheets,” he says, not looking away. that’s the last thing that comes from his mouth before he pushes his face into your cunt, his tongue exploring every nook and cranny.
his wet muscle grazes across your clit, sending a wave of pleasure throughout your body. you whimper as he licks you, concentrating his attention on that sweet spot.
your tail flicks about beneath you, and his hand reaches for it, gripping it. your breath catches in your throat as he caresses it, gently running his fingers along the soft, fuzzy extremity. it’s like he put you under some sort of spell, removing any rational thought. an overwhelming sense of pleasure shoots through your body as he licks your cunt and gently rubs your tail.
you can’t form coherent thoughts, you can only succumb to the intense ecstasy that overrides all of your senses.
his tongue flicks faster, rubbing against you so perfectly you might cry out in pure joy. you feel warmth spread through your body, like it’s on fire.
his free hand grips a thigh, before moving closer to your already quivering cunt. a finger grazes the entrance to your hole, sending electricity through your body. he wastes no time before plunging it straight in, stuffing you full with just a single finger.
he’s confident you’ve never taken anything before, and a thrill of being your first tickles his brain in the right way. damn right, he should be here first. and ideally, the last.
his digit fucks into you, curling against your walls and stroking that perfect spot inside as his tongue continues its onslaught.
he slips another finger in, feeling you stretch around him, already struggling to accommodate the two digits. if it’s this tight, how will you ever take his cock?
his fingers stroke you, stuffing you full as he licks you with even more dedication. you feel a knot snap within you, unlacing your very existence. your head spins as you struggle to catch your breath.
sol pulls away from you, moving on the bed. he grips your hips, and pulls you onto your back.
he’s already unbuckling his belt and pulling his pants off, undressing himself. he angles himself between your legs, pulling your legs up against his chest and squeezing them together.
he doesn’t fuck you just yet, instead choosing to squeeze your thighs together, and slide his angry, leaky cock in that tiny pocket created by your thighs and wet cunt. he slides against you, as he hugs your legs, gripping them against him. he groans as he fucks your thighs, feeling the wet slick of your needy cunt rub against him.
he could cum just like this, using your thighs like a fucktoy. but another part wants to take you, fully. he needs to feel you.
his cock effortlessly slides into your cunt, slipping from your thighs right into the needy hole. you gasp as it stings between your legs. he gives you no time to adjust as he thrusts into you, relishing in your pain just a bit. he thinks the look on your face as it hurts so good is the most erotic thing on the planet. he would do anything to see it again.
he fucks into you with determination, stretching your poor hole to its limits. “fuck— ah… you’re so tight,” he says, between soft moans. “i think i might break you,” he says, taunting you. “poor little girl can’t take me, can she?”
you moan beneath him, the pleasurable sensation of being stuffed mixing with the stinging pain of losing your virginity. his cock stretches you to your limits, threatening to tear you apart.
your collar chimes with every thrust, jingling with every lewd movement of your bodies.
his hips jut against yours, fucking into you even deeper. his free hand wraps itself around your tail once again, tugging at it gently and stroking it.
pleasure overrides pain, sending waves of ecstasy through your body. he fucks into you with such vigor, such power, it might actually break you. but you don’t fucking care. it’s like you were made to take him.
his grip around your legs leaves little bruises as he uses you for leverage. his cock slams into you, pushing against your very being. he fucks into you so hard you’re sure it’s slamming into your brain, fucking every thought, idea, and even word straight out until you’re a dumb, pathetic, drooling mess.
your moans only encourage him to fuck you harder, faster, deeper. “you’re doing so well, aren’t you? taking me like such a good girl. aren’t you glad I’m your first? you’re all mine.” he says, almost talking to himself.
“you’re fucking mine. and I’m going to stuff you so full of my cum that it leaks out for days,” he says, rutting into you with reckless abandon.
“you want that, huh? tell me. cmon,” he says, a hand moving to lightly slap your cheek. “cmon. say it. you want to be mine,” he growls at you.
“please, sol, please take me,” you whimper, your words tumbling out of your mouth.
“say it, you dumb whore,” he spits at you, fucking into you harder.
“i’m yours alone, please, sol—“ you say, feeling him slam his throbbing cock deep into you.
he shudders as you submit your body to him. his cock throbs inside of you, his cum gushing out. “i fucking love you,” he says between breaths. his body shakes as his cock pumps his thick cum into you, breeding you, stuffing you so full of cum you might definitely get pregnant. there’s no way you can’t, with the sheer volume of it all. “such a good little kitten,” he purrs.
he pulls out of you, and that’s when it comes gushing. he was like the seal, and with his cock now gone, his cum starts rushing out like a dam that just burst.
but this will not do. he scoops as much of it as he can with a slender finger and shoves it back into your cunt. he will not let it go to waste.
you yelp as he leans between your legs once more, his tongue finding your sensitive clit once more. he slips his finger out for a brief second, collecting some of the cum, before plugging it once more. his tongue trails your cunt, making a mess with his cum everywhere. he flicks his tongue along your clit once more, and the sheer depravity of it all has you spiraling towards orgasm once more.
your body shudders against him. he pulls away with a grin, a mess along the entire lower half of his face. he wipes away what he can with his hands, before getting off the bed.
“let me get a towel,” he says, his demeanor switching to care and affection.
now, you really will be his pet. ♡
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You're just a regular person struggling through life, with a few friends in real life (and maybe some online). Somehow, like many others, you became addicted to visual novels and dating simulators—exactly the kind of pastime someone who's never experienced a real or lasting relationship would get into. To make matters worse, the genre you preferred leaned toward dark romance, more commonly known as "yandere," where all the love interests were conveniently handsome despite their questionable personalities and disturbing traits.
Not that it mattered. They weren't real, anyway. Just works of fiction... or so you thought.
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"Are you coming with us, Y/N?" Crowe asked. His friends were also staring at you, waiting for your answer.
You blinked in confusion. You clearly remembered falling asleep after playing the demo. There was no way you were actually inside the game itself. Right?
"...I'm actually busy right now. Maybe next time?" You smiled, though you couldn't tell if it came off as awkward.
"That's a shame," Brittney replied. "Lover boy here really wanted you to join."
"We can't force someone who doesn't want to come," Geo commented. You almost wanted to deck him. Still, you kept smiling, especially since Crowe was giving you a worried look.
"Are you sure?" he asked again.
"Yeah! Just, um... project deadlines. Gotta finish them. Haha... ha..."
"That sucks! But hey, if you want to join us later, we'll be at the cafeteria!" Daryl said energetically, flashing you a grin. You gave him a thumbs-up in return. Crowe finally smiled before saying, "See you later," and leaving the classroom with the others.
Now that they were gone, it was finally time to panic internally and figure out what the heck was going on.
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You quickly rushed to the bathroom to check your reflection—and immediately cursed under your breath.
Heck, no wonder Crowe and Sol had feelings for the protagonist. They looked exactly like someone you'd want to protect and marry someday... and now that person was you.
"...I'm screwed."
Would you do some head cannons for Female mc and about some fluff for sol and crowe how they'd be after mc got out of a surgery? (Me fr rn but stuck in bed lol)
🌟Crowe Ichabod and Sol Brugmansia x Reader Headcanons 💚
Reader pronouns: She/her
Pairing: Solivan Brugmansia and Jericho "Crowe" Ichabod x Fem! surgeryrecovery!reader
Plot: You just got out of surgery! Now you're recovering... Both Sol and Crowe want to help you have the most comfortable recovery!
Extra: I'm so sorry my posting schedule is wack. But I hope you recover soon and I hope this might help a little bit 🫶
- Immediately getting out of surgery, Crowe was the first one to meet you and take you home from the hospital.
- Once you arrived home, you found a bouquet of flowers outside your house with a printed "get well soon" card. You were unsure of who it was from but somehow it ended up being your favorite flowers.
- Once Crowe helps you settle into bed, he insists upon making you a good and balanced meal, you at first said it was fine and you'd eat something that could just be thrown in the microwave, but he refused to let you do that.
- Crowe wanted to ask if he could stay the night to make sure you were okay but he felt like he would be too overbearing if he asked. But he still stayed pretty late until you fell asleep.
- In the morning you woke up to little breakfast snacks on your bedside table from Crowe so that you wouldn't hurt yourself getting up and trying to make yourself breakfast.
- You also woke up to two messages, one from Crowe and one from one of your newer friend, Sol.
- Crowe's message said, "I hope you're feeling well, call me if you need me to come back or if you need anything at all."
- Sol's message said, "Hey... I heard you just got out of the hospital. Is it okay if I stop by to check on you?"
- You tell Sol to come on over (little did you know that he's already been over several times and even visited the hospital with your knowledge)
- Sol comes over with a little gift bag with a little stuffed animal and some candy (or whatever treats you like)
- ^ He seemed a little embarrassed to give them to you but you expressed your gratitude and he seemed a little more at ease!
- He stayed around for a while, keeping you company! The two of you got to talk for a while, though he really let you do most of the talking. He happens to be a wonderful listener.
- You ended up drifting off to sleep at one point and Sol still stuck around of course...
- Later in the day, Crowe did take it upon himself to come over and check on you.
- Crowe was surprised to see Sol already over, but mostly friendly anyway.
- ^ You could kind of tell there was a weird awkward tension between them for some reason.
- Both of them insisted on cooking for you and it almost felt a little passive aggressive, like a competition of some sorts but maybe a little bit of a one-sided competition...
- They had a little bit of a quarrel about what to cook for you .
- "She needs this, it will help her body recover faster."
"Okay but she wants this and it can be nutritious for the body as well."
- You could hear them both cooking in your kitchen, mostly muttering and talking quietly to each other every now and again... It was hard to tell if they were getting along or not...
- Based on that awkward encounter, throughout the next week you had them come over but only every other day so that they wouldn't be stuck in the same house together again.
- Both of them would cook for you, whatever you wanted.
- They help you walk if you needed to get up for something.
- ^ Sol seemed a little flustered getting that close and touching you, you had to resist the urge to tease him about it.
- Crowe would come and watch movies with you at night, mostly bad movies that the two of you could giggle at.
- A few times, you and Crowe got into some pretty deep conversations, he had the habit of asking random but really deep questions, which often led to long and deep discussions.
- Since you were missing a lot of your classes, the both of them would bring you whatever notes and stuff that you missed.
- Sol would come over and you two would still get to work on your art project together since you didn't have to do much active stuff to do it.
- Most of the time either of them were over, you would be really tired and end up falling asleep throughout the day. You probably slept more than hanging out with them.
- Neither of them would mind. Sol once remarked that you looked like sleeping beauty, though he said it quietly under his breath, hoping you didn't actually hear him say that.
- Hyugo once texted you that week, saying he was going to stop by with Sol but that, "Sol wants you all to himself →_→"
- You giggled about it and mentioned it to Sol, let's just say, Hyugo got a VERY long and angry message from Sol.
- ^ But you found it cute and endearing. Even when Sol tried to come up with some kind of excuse and accuse Hyugo of being dramatic.
- Crowe would text you all the days he wasn't over and send you lots of get well soon messages. He would also send you pictures and videos that he found online that reminded him of you!
- Crowe would take you to any other doctor appointments you had to go to.
- Both of the boys had the schedule for your medication memorized, so you had constant reminders to take your medicine.
- One of your friends called you to check in on you, absolutely astonished that you had two guys coming to your house everyday.
"How can a girl be stuck in a house with attractive guys all day!? Surgery or not, are you sure you aren't playing two guys?"
- You thought it was funny. But really they were both very attractive. You've always kind of had a thing for Crowe, but Sol was also totally adorable...
- ^ Thinking about it made your head hurt and your face hot so you just had to push the thoughts aside for now and ignore how boyfriendly it might come off to have Sol and Crowe taking care of you.
- Once you fully recovered and coming back to school regularly, you were a little disappointed to not have them coming over anymore.
- ^ But it was a little bit of an opening to start inviting either of them over for casual hangouts!
the guy in the back, who has horrible social awareness
Periculum
Solivan Brugmansia X Reader
TW: implied drugging, manipulation
Word count: 1.4k
I can't be the only one wondering how on earth Sol is gonna explain himself on day 3 after the 8-point-required ending, that's why i decided what i think might happen!
BY THE WAY: i take request, so if anyone is interested, feel free to ask me :3
SPOILERS FOR TKATB DAY 1+2 REVAMPED
A Dream-Filled Love
Hyugo x reader
Summary: Hyugo wrestles with feelings he was never meant to have. Torn between loyalty and longing, he learns that sometimes the deepest love is the kind never spoken. one side loved with bitter end. I am sorry
Hyugo knew it now. Knew the truth clawing its way up from the depths of his chest:
His heart had started calling out for you.
But it was pointless. You were with his best friend, Sol. Loyal, fearless, devoted Sol. The kind of man who would burn the world to ash for the ones he loved. And Hyugo had no doubt—if Sol ever caught wind of betrayal, he'd make sure Hyugo never had the chance to regret it.
Still… Those sky-blue eyes of his kept drifting toward you. When Sol wasn’t around. When you laughed. When you touched his arm casually. When you handed him a cookie from a new recipe you’d tried—smiling, just for him. He would eat the whole batch like they were sacred offerings.
He didn’t know when it started. Maybe it had always been there, subtle and buried beneath loyalty. It was supposed to be another casual hangout—him, you, and Sol. He was used to playing the third wheel. It didn’t used to sting. But now… every little moment twisted the knife.
So Hyugo tried to deny it. Bury it. Excuse it.
He told himself it was just admiration. Just comfort. Just loneliness. But it wasn’t. And the truth haunted him in silence.
These days, he could feel it—dangerously close to being exposed. Maybe Sol saw the way his voice softened when he said your name. Maybe you noticed how he lingered a little too long in your orbit. But no one said anything. No one had caught him yet. Still, he kept giving himself away.
Little excuses to touch your hand during games or laughter. Stupid reasons to challenge Sol to chase you in mock fights or playful competitions—just to see you run, to see you smile. To feel like he was part of it.
Part of you. But he wasn’t. And he couldn’t be.
So he smiled. He played the part. While guilt and longing hollowed out the space behind his ribs.
“I don’t think Sol loves me anymore, Hyugo…”
Your voice came out quiet, uncertain, barely carried by the rooftop breeze—but it hit Hyugo like a blade sliding between his ribs.
"I might make a pt.2 if it's requested" we want ittttttt, ofc.
So, will there be part two? I eat any type of crowe content, I'm daily looking at the tags🤧starving rn. I can't wait but take your time too! 💐Take care!
My only peace pt 2
Read pt 1 here
Guys I'm sorry this took over a month, i wasn't very busy in june.
Tags: Crowe x gn!reader, Crowe and reader are both oblivious as hell
Wordcount:2.6k
No ai used