#tkq's personal shit

[dankykangcountry]

I don't remember how to do a read more on mobile anymore, but you know what? It's not like you're ever going to be online to see it so I don't give a flying fuck It used to be that just the thought of you would bring a huge smile to my face and I'd walk around like an idiot all the time... Now every time I think of you, I can only think of how badly you fucked me over (and continue to do so to a lesser degree) and I just feel myself getting irritated and wanting to cry every time I see or hear a mention of you and I hate the both of us for letting this happen. My Gemini side wants to play things off as not too bad, and my Pisces just automatically agrees, so it takes a while for things to really hit, so when it finally breaks through to my Cancer side, well... my Cancer wants to see you burn. Congrats, you lost the care and respect of a Cancer. You fucked up big time.

[dankykangcountry]

If you know any of these people that I'm talking about, you you please show them this. I don't have the guts to send this to every person that I have listed (a couple don't have/are on this site very often). This is being posted to facebook and tumblr for those of you who frequent one more than the other.

I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. For everything. For being me. For everything that I've caused. James, I'm sorry I waited so long to break up with you. I was weak and I couldn't suck it up and tell you that I liked someone else more than you. Amy, I'm sorry that I procrastinated so long on my maid outfit. You were right to kick me out of the cafe. I never belonged with you guys. Hannah, I'm sorry I stopped talking to you and hanging out with you when I joined the Kenstuckies. It was really rude of me to pull out my laptop and talk to Dalton while I was at your house and I'm really sorry I didn't pay as much attention to you. Flynn, I'm sorry I didn't think to include you when Angel was still dating you and I'm sorry we had our problems. I'm sorry that I didn't accept you apology back in November and we're in all this mess because of it. Patrick, I'm sorry I avoided you, ignoring your calls and texts when you came over here to help me. I'm sure you're really worried about me right now. Lila, I'm sorry I stayed out here with Angel last night. I knew you needed me but I stayed here anyways because I couldn't let one person go. Dalton, I'm really sorry that our relationship ended the way that it did. It wasn't fair to you and I know it hurt you a lot when I left you for someone else. I was so caught up in my feelings that I thought I could handle dating both you and Angel at the same time. I knew deep inside that I couldn't do it but I ignored it because I wanted to be selfish. I should have listened to myself but I didn't and you got hurt. I'm so sorry. And Angel, I'm so so so very sorry for coming into your life. I'm sorry that I caused you to do things that you didn't want to do. I'm sorry that you pulled away from everyone else because of me and I feel horrible. I'm so ashamed that I did this to you. You keep telling me that it's not my fault but you don't correct your moirails when they say it is so I'm far more tempted to believe that all of this is on me. I don't want to be in a relationship with you anymore because I know you can't give me what I'm looking for but I can't help holding onto the past. Holding onto those moments when it felt like I meant a lot to you. You've only always meant everything to me. I'm sorry that I've stayed so long at your house when I should have left a long time ago. I never should have stayed here. I never should have stuck around. I never should have said anything. I never should have asked you out. I never should have pushed to let you stay that first weekend. I never should have responded to that message. I never should have made that post. I never should have gotten that job. I never should have fucked up high school. I never should have been such a freak. I never should have existed. I'm sorry to you people and I'm sorry to so many others that I have wronged and didn't think to apologize to here. I'm sorry I'm such a piece of shit. I'm sorry I ever came into the life of anyone I have ever known. I don't deserve to be here. I don't deserve to be alive. . If you want to remain in contact with me, send me a message through facebook, Skype or tumblr (both are thekatqueen), or text within the next week, letting me know that you saw this post. If I don't get a message from you, I'll remove myself from your friends list and you never have to hear from me again. I won't stay in anyone's world where I don't belong and I'm not wanted. Thank you for reading this.

[dankykangcountry]

Give me lesbians or give me death

[dankykangcountry]

you all are posting hate about a con that you more than likely didn't go to and are taking info from what you hear from tumblr

A SITE KNOWN FOR NOT FACT CHECKING ANYTHING

[dankykangcountry]

Dashcon hate has been pissing me the fuck off all day. This was a first year convention. They are never perfect. Mistakes can be made. It is to be expected. Yes, it did fall short of expectation (ball pit especially), but it was not a horrible convention. I had a lot of fun seeing my boyfriend and his friends who live 9 hours away and meeting new people from all over and I most definitely don't regret going. I agree, what went down was shady and questionable, but I'm the kind of person to give the benefit of the doubt. This is a pretty nice hotel and I agree the people the came for this convention are more than likely nothing like the people that normally stay here, so I think it's plausible. All in all, just please stop hating on dashcon if you weren't there, it's just plain rude to the people that were there and were trying to have a good time.

[dankykangcountry]

I came back on tumblr momentarily to tell my boyfriend 4 floors down to WAKE THE FUCK UP IT'S DASHCON DAY ONE MOTHERFUCKER

[dankykangcountry]

hi there, i noticed that you posted art that isn't yours! please remember that you shouldn't post art that you didn't draw because it isn't yours to share. i think the artist would really appreciate it if you deleted your post here: thekatqueen[.]tumblr[.]com/post/61123635260 and reblogged their post here: 3amstars[.]tumblr[.]com/post/32250880851 because reblogging from the artist supports them a lot more than your repost does. thanks, i hope you understand!

hun, two things

1. I didn’t post that, I reblogged it so I don’t know where you’re getting off that I posted anybody elses art. That's something I wouldn’t dare do without sourcing it cause I have far too many artist friends to let that shit slide.

2. it was 6 months ago, what in the world are you doing 6 months back in my blog

[dankykangcountry]

Here's the thing.

I'm honestly regretting how much time I spend on tumbr. I've spent far too much of my time on here and I think I should move on and spent my life elsewhere. I was going to wait until Homestuck finally updated, but I work better when I cut things away from my life completely and just stop altogether.

Therefore, after my queue runs out, I'm done posting. I'll keep my blog up for the reason of bookmarked pages I don't want to lose as well as emergency contact with people and news on any local homestuck events going on in my area. But I'm done wasting my time here. I'm tired of wasting time here and feeling like a piece of shit, so I'm gonna change that.

I wish you all farewell and hope you all can stay safe and keep positive.