#tmasc confessions

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Admin 🪼 Confession Time

I find it really funny when people are like “ohhhh but the side effects of Testosterone are so dangerous 🥺🥺🥺” as if I wasn’t already on Birth Control which has a side effect sheet this fucking big!!!

(Photos not mine btw)

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every trans guy i know has a weird obsession with a random ass animal and its usually some form of sea creature for some reason. anyway whats yalls mine is the mudskipper

Walrus…. 🥹🥹🥹🥹

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I wanna transition so I can be the cute adorbs awesome guy I was always meant to be but I fear the day that me complimenting women will change from looking like 'aww, ty, girlie' to 'ew, a MAN just cat called me'

Like I don't wanna stop because if I think u look cool ill tell you and be on my way but ik there's very often a difference in how it's perceived if a woman stranger compliments you vs a man stranger😭😭😭😭

Mm. There's something pissing me off about how this is phrased.

I understand being scared of being perceived as a creep but this is putting women in a very victim-blame-y situation. You cannot be angry at a woman for being offput by catcalling.

On a separate note, the average compliment is not a cat call??? How the fuck are you complimenting people for it to be perceived as a cat call??

Catcalling is inherently about giving unwelcome attention in the form of boundary-pushing, be it verbal or audible. There is a giant difference between saying “Excuse me, I just wanted to say I really like your dress :)” and “yeaaah broad, love how short that dress is, yeaaaa flash me a titty”.

If you just smile pleasantly and say "Pardon/sorry/excuse me, really like your hair, it looks lovely today" to a woman, she will not be put off at all.

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does it ever get better

It does! :)

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I have this SUPER distinct memory of when I was little,, my aunt (for some reason) joked that a clitoris grows into a penis and I was DISTRAUGHT when she told me she was joking 😭

Your aunt and you should hold hands and take testosterone together ❤️ /silly

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When I first started the gel I decided to rub it on my shaved vulva and ouch ouch ouch ouch

OUCH

DO NOT DO THAT

Seriously. That was by far the most painful part of my transition

WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD YOU PUT T GEL ON YOUR GENITALS THAS LIKE THE ONE PLACE YOU CAN’T PUT IT

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I'm a closeted tguy and every time I look back to my old egg self I'm js thinking "omg the closet is GLASS"

Like, for simple example. Before I even knew I was trans, I was 9 and got my first Pixie cut. I was super happy with it and I went to a downtown market thing with my mom and dad and I remember specifically I was wearing a brick red shirt with thin navy blue stripes. I got called a man THREE times that day and every single time I just felt so happy inside and I didn't think to think 'wait, but I'm a girl!!!!' I was just happy. On the way home in the car I mentioned to my mom "I got called a boy 3 times today." And she said something along the lines of "Well, you should expect that to happen, you're a young child with short hair and a sorta boyish shirt" and then "if you choose to let it grow out that wouldn't happen." And I remember outwardly shrugging it off but internally I was like "NO. 😤MOM.🤬 I LIKED IT. 🤬IT WAS AWESOME.😤 TO BE CALLD.🤬 A BOY.😡" and I just think back to small things like that through out my younger years and think "how the fuck did it take me this long to realize I'm a dude"

Real lmao

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idk if this counts

but im transmasc and i fucking love nail polish and makeup.. it makes me feel like a peacock. idk.. im not entirely binary, but its nice. i almost feel more masculine in makeup and nailpolish and feminine clothes. i have a deep voice and my shoulders are broader than my hips from working out. im not on t yet, but when i am im going to be able to be even MORE feminine and still pass. which im absolutely estatic over.

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