Mar 12, 2019
I'm not sure how to take what I'm going through
At this point I guess I feel apathetic about it all
And I feel like I have no one to talk to about it so I scream into the void hoping someone will respond
While simultaneously hoping I go completely unheard
After actually believing I could like this boy and having my feelings broken before they could form, I still had the respect to choose to befriend him regardless
Was this a mistake on my behalf?
At this point, I dont know what is acceptable behavior
On the other hand, a guy who's disappointed me too many times is actually finally showing me the effort I deserve and I couldn't care less...
Just walking blindly through this bog.
