Jan 6, 2023
Why am I only now realizing the reason I get in trouble so often when I’m uncomfortable is because I smile when I’m nervous?
#some people need to know this#people react differently#to different things#when my brother is verbally#assaulting me and says ‘she’s smiling’#it’s not bc I like it it’s bc I’m scared#fawn?#defense mechanism maybe?#ugh#I hate this sh*t#but anyway#if it helps anyone to know#queue#toxic household#toxic brother#insults#screaming#addiction#personal
