#to sean

[mother-ofplants]

I love this man more than anything. I am so looking forward to building a life and family together. He makes my universe much more brighter

[darkcolinodonorgasm]

[thornstocutyouwith]

[nocturnal1raver]

I sometimes think I dont see a point of drawing anymore, my love, desire, happiness, passion, hopes and dreams are fading away so slowly and painfully.. it's the last thing on earth that's keeping me living.. and now.. I don't know what else to do.. I'm not sure what can make me really happy again.. I feel broken, all the shatter pieces are missing of what use to be a free spirited me. now I'm left little bit scattered of hollow and emptiness.. but.. I wanna say. thank you @lheart-sinnerlust aka @lheart-trentcruz and @spooky-scary-sean you 2 really are only ones that been there the most for me then anyone on earth have.. you guys listen and understand me and try to help me the best you can.. I'm sorry to talk to much of my problems to you 2 like any typical broken hearted girl would.. but.. please understand that I can't help it.. you both are.. that I feel in my heart.. are keeping me alive, helping me to stand tall, to be strong, to keep moving forward.. I honestly love you both..even though I never probably will ever see @spooky-scary-sean irl.. still want you to know.. both of you.. that I'm truly greatful to have met you both in my life..you both give me a feeling of more then a second chance of life, its like you both give me new special ones each day.. and it means the world to me that you both do this for me..I just feel like giving you both endless hugs and kisses heh..I know all I say sounds pretty stupid and crazy but I dont care.. I just wanted you guys to know.. from my heart. in truth. I care for both of you.. now and forever.. no matter what life thinks it can take from me, thank god. life has not taken you both away from me

[mother-ofplants]

I love my babies. All those times I've wished upon everything in the universe to bring me who I needed and that was you my darling. You are my oxygen and every beautiful thing to exist. We have built so much and look at us now, marrying in a year and continuing to grow and bloom together 🌱🌼 @can-we-just-listen my tender babes of love and hope 💖

[mother-ofplants]

My love, my sun and my moon. I have loved you since my soul had the pleasure of meeting yours, and will continue to do so until the end 🌙🌞 @can-we-just-listen

[wayofthesean]

I know you think that I’m someone you can trust. But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up.