so our biggest compulsions tend to come from Noi and Mason (who Sevrin and I have been calling Corre actually because its really weird when all of us respond to Mason equally and this way we can just refer to the one who fronts most something different than the body name and it follows Noi's pattern that it needs) theyre both compulsive, Corre less than Noi but the thing is, Noi doesnt tend to front a lot, and doesnt want to, but it kind of lurks near the front, which because Corre is at least moderately compulsive and fronts the most so has the most contact with Noi allows for like a bleeding in affect, so Corre is very affected when Noi is awake Sevrin and I can both ignore Noi's compulsions pretty well, but Corre really cant and sometimes gets the combination of both of their compulsive behaviour which is not a fun time usually. usually theres a lot of pacing and tapping and repeatedly checking things Noi also has this awful compulsion to be kind to those who have hurt us, which is not good and frustrating because even thought of interaction or remembering our abuser will wake Noi, and then Corre cant not respond or check and both Sevrin and I want to cause harm to our abuser so Corre has been preventing us from interacting with them