May 21, 2025
idk kinda feeling backed into a corner by post-finale fanon with like..... What Mature Grown Buck Would Do in His Grief. but, hear me out - unhinged grief-stricken abandonment-fueled "if you want to stop me you'll have to catch me first and i know you won't bother to chase me" behavior in the worst year of his life. idk!!!! what if he gave into his worst impulses and did unwise things!!!! gave himself things to REALLY cry about!!!!
#.write#today's project#unfortunately the finale has left me with the feral desire of watching buck run or burn everything in his life down#is that true to canon buck? hmmm maybe not!#but also - has buck ever been confronted with this many shitty things all at once#and had no one to care - yes and he got in a jeep and wandered for years about it#anyway luckily it's fiction and he's my paper doll and i can do anything i want!#when the problematic behavior panopticon has me justifying something that will ultimately be so tame
