Jun 29
best feeling
when you lowkey wake up, check tumblr and have a bunch of notofications AND its people quote reblogging and commenting, or an ask AHHH i love when people interact w me
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best feeling
when you lowkey wake up, check tumblr and have a bunch of notofications AND its people quote reblogging and commenting, or an ask AHHH i love when people interact w me
Something I'm learning in therapy right now is that not everyone is my abuser.
It seems very obvious. It should be obvious--but especially when you grow up with abusive people, patterns of behavior get ingrained in your head, and you become hyper vigilant around others.
So it should be obvious, but it isn't.
For instance, when my boyfriend's mom acts stressed, especially when she's in the kitchen (the kitchen is a major trigger spot for me), I start projecting a lot of my own mom's attributes onto her. She's being passive aggressive. She is angry with me, but she's not saying it until she does. And in that case she's going to kick me out after a long blown-out fight and all sorts of scenarios play out in my head.
But she's never once indicated that she would behave that way. I'm projecting my own biases onto her. And sure, my brain is trying to protect me, but is that really fair to her?
That's what my therapist told me, and it clicked. "Is it really fair to decide how another person is going to behave. Is it fair to assume the worst of them when there's no evidence to support that?"
And I've been trying really hard to break my mistrust towards people. I'm cold and distant and untrusting and a hundred different things because of my trauma. But I don't want to be. So I guess the point of this is just to say that I'm trying something new.
Whenever my trauma brain starts drawing conclusions, I at least try to ask myself if there's a reason to assume the worst in that person. And if I'm still not convinced, as embarrassing as it is, I've been trying to ask them their intent/feelings. I can't always do this, but it does help when I can.
talkshow boys music is so !!!!!!!;;! it's all over the place and ends up with me matching it's energy. if i'm ever way too tired, i put on a talkshow boy song then boom i'm acting like a kid on a sugar rush!!
Hello Tumblr!
My name is Thomas, but you can call me Tommy or T if you’d prefer. I’m an artist that’s been doing the thing for almost as long as I can remember but have recently started to have an issue with actually showing anything off to anyone. I’m hoping that by having a platform it could help me regain some confidence!
Lately I’ve been helping out my friend @bodacious-bombini with their webcomic and appearing as a guest artist named 🌙 ! It’s been a lot of fun helping them out with pages, I highly suggest checking it out if you get a chance.
What you can expect out of me in terms of art is D&D characters, original characters, and perhaps the occasional Pokémon fanart. Hoping to post soon!
Hey, I hope your day has been good!! I love you man!! 💜💜💜-Screeny
And I, you.
Guys are we proud of me..!
i finally blocked janitor ai on my laptop
i think one of my favourite things about talkshow boy is how little the community is actually.... as much as i want him to be popular i really do like this small community :D and the amount of excitement you get when you finally find other fans, or when new lyrics or anything get added. i love small communities/fandoms 🐾
I hate the overly sympathetic expression therapists do when you share heavy™️ shit with them. It feels so forced and makes me feel like they think I'm crazy. I get it. I'm crazy. Don't make a big deal about it.