Noone needs me. That's such a 'wonderful' feeling, that I might really.. No, nothing. Everything's fine. I will just drink my life away. I hope I won't find pills or something. I can't fucking wait so long. Are you gonna forgive me that i wanted to cry my problems out all alone or send me to hell and forget me ir will get nuts. I don't know what you want! You never ask! I don't kniw how to start! And I have a feeling that you really don't want to open up to me, like Idk all your problems is connected with teachers? Ok, I fell you and I'm happy that you tell me that! I just feel that my problems are shit as hell and everybody has them. I'm out of words. I don't want to loose you, you are the dearest person to me and idk why but i just want to help you and hug you, i want to be your best friend or juat friend and make you feel good i feel almost like a lesbian for you, but I can't, I'm too shitty to help you. I can't fight this weird war of small things .. of patience.