Keep it movin' G -
The outcome of my situation was quite obvious. If anyone would have put their life in my shoes, you would then understand the amount of pain I am going through. It wasn't just a fling. I fell for him. I put everything aside that I feared to be comfortable with him. My heart was at it's happiest when he was in sight. Nothing else mattered when we were together. Not even the situation that we were in could ruin our moment. But, I've finally come to my senses that what I'm doing is wrong and I needed to stop. No he didn't break my heart because I broke my own by allowing myself to fall for someone knowing the situation. I knew what I was headed for but I didn't think that this would hurt me as bad as it is. I thought I prepared myself for this moment. But what I failed to remember is that you can't prepare yourself for a heart break like this. But this is what I get. I'll love again... Til then, I've got to pick up the pieces & keep it moving.