Excerpts from the second half of chapter 1 of The Object Stares Back.
."Seeing is effortless and mercurial, or so it seems, and it appears we prefer it that way. But we cannot permanently forget the harshness and pressure of seeing. Seeing is at the very root of our way of getting along in the world, and a single look can have all the force of hatred and violence that may end up being expressed in more brutal ways. Consider, for instance, a particularly harsh example of seeing, one that bears evidence of the intimate connection between the habitual incessant searching of seeing and some less pleasant thoughts, especially unhappiness, displeasure, violence, and pain."
."This is the violent side of seeing, where the mere act of looking - an act that can also be the gentlest, least invasive way to make contact with the world - becomes so forceful that it turns a human being into a naked, shivering example of a medical condition. "
."This seeing is aggressive: it distorts what it looks at, and it turns a person into an object in order to let us stare at it without feeling ashamed. Here seeing is not only possessing [...]; seeing is also controlling and objectifying and denigrating. In short, it is an act of violence and it creates pain.
Yet it seems to me that all seeing has this property, and even though it can be modified or diluted, it can never be eradicated."
."[...] I want to say that displeasure is something that accompanies all seeing, not just medical photographs. John Pecham, a medieval scientist who thought long and hard about seeing, came to the conclusion that in order for vision to work, it must hurt just a little. [...] All seeing, I think, is painful."
."If I listen very carefully, there is displeasure in every glance. Looking is not only active - it is a form of the desire to possess or be possessed - but potentially violent. [...] And in an exactly mirroring fashion, the pleasure of finding the object I'm looking for or discovering some glamorous picture of myself are continuous with the temptation to succumb to the morbid fascination of the eunuch's portrait."
."Sometimes the desire to possess what is seen is so intense that vision reaches outward and creates the objects themselves. [...] But if the desire grows large enough, it can impel us to make what we want to see out of whole cloth."
."[...] those images are not just passively recorded in my mind. Looking immidiately activates desire, possession, violence, displeasure, pain, force, ambition, power, obligation, gratitude, longing... there seems to be no end to what seeing is, to how it is tangled with living and acting. But there is no such thing as just looking."
."We construct theories about how all seeing is fraught with gender constructions and power relations, but then we study works of art as if we were just trying to appreciate them - as if we had no desire to possess them by writing about them and reproducing them in our books, as if we had no urge to capture and domesticate the odd things of the world. [...] We write books about art and leave ourselves out, as if we weren't involved."
."But I think there's much more wrong here. The whole sentence is suspect: there is no such thing as just looking, and there is also no such thing as an object that is simply looked at by something else called an observer. Looking is much to complex to be reduced to a formula that has a looking subject and a seen object. If I observe attentively enough, I find that my observations are tangled with the object, that the object is part of the world and therefore part of me, that looking is something I do but also something that happens to me - so that the neat architecture of the sentence becomes a morass."
."This painting (figure 3), which has the traditional title Icon with the Fiery Eye, is in a church in Moscow; but it also exists in many different sizes and shapes on postcards and in books, including this one. Each one is a different face. Even the reproduction on page 37 will change, depending on where you are right now as you're reading this. It will look different if you're on a sofa, or eating, or reading in bed. [...] Each time you glance at this picture it will mean something slightly different."
."And we are no less guilty of failing to speak about our own ways of seeing: our own irreligion, our assumptions about what is of interest."
."Within limits, I do not want to see things from a single point of view: I hope to be flexible, to think in as liquid a way as I can, and even to risk incoherence. And above all, I want to continue to change - I do not wish to remain the same jaded eye that I was a moment ago. Art is among the experiences I rely on to alter what I am."
."At first the students have a hard time looking at one image hour after hour, week after week. As the semester wears on and they spend five hours a day, two or three days a week, standing in one place and looking at one image, they tell me that they begin to have dreams about the paintings - and some of them also report nightmares. Many students rebel against the power of the images, and they complain that the paintings dog them, recurring like hallucinations when they are trying to eat or watch television. [...] Over the course of the semester the paintings have surprised and bored them, chastised them in their daydreams, scared them in nightmares, and eventually seduced them."
."An image is not a piece of data in an information system. It is a corrosive, something that has the potential to tunnel into me, to melt part of what I am and re-form it in another shape. Some things in me are different because of that image, and that means - if I am willing to let down my guard and be honest about how this works - that I am not the same person I was before. [...] If pictures are corrosives, it is because light itself is an acid: it burns into me; it remakes me in its own image."
(This is one of my favorites)
."When it comes to seeing, objects and observers alter one another, and meaning goes in both directions."
."These are not things that happen sometimes, or under special conditions. They are not subtle nuances or refinements to the way we look at objects. Instead, they are the conditions of seeing itself. A picture is the ways and places it is viewed, and I am the result of those various encounters."
."And so looking has force: it tears, it is sharp, it is an acid. In the end, it corrodes the object and observer until they are lost in the field of vision. I once was solid, and now I am dissolved: that is the voice of seeing."
(This is also one of my favorites)
(And at this point I'd just like to add that this book is somehow exactly what I would expect as the result of someone listening to TMA and intentionally trying trying to write a book connected to Beholding. It is very decidedly feeding my obsession.)