#tosend

[bepeaced]

Sometimes I do write letters which I will not send. I do it to release the pain within. I do it with the intent to publish my repression at a later date!

-My Hypocritical Monologue.

[ipeeinpeace]

to her, a blur memory from my past.

so a few days ago i realized something, the fact that i don't have the same feelings for you anymore like i used too. i am definitely not mad at you, and i basically have no intention of bringing the past back. but when i was driving home from chicago a thought just came back, it was about us, why was I so in love?. Then i stumbled upon the most amazing quality about you, kindness. i know, this is so contrast from what actually happened between us, all those fights, awkward movements, waste of time. but You at least had the decency to tell me the things you actually felt. Anyways My Point:- i just want to say that i miss you, not in that way like i love you but i miss talking to you. Even though all the fights and arguments took over all the good memories we had. It just hurts to know that we were once so close and now we have grown apart. I know moving on is a part of life and i think i already have, i am at a point in life where i just want us to rely on each other, as friends. We were once a part of each others past. I took the time to confront my feelings and wanted to share it with you. theres honestly so much i could talk about but i can't contain all that in one message. i dunno how you feel but i had to share this with you. sincerely faisal.