Aug 2
I can't roll over by myself anymore.
I tried last night. I shifted my weight, pushed with my legs... and I just flopped back down like a beached whale. My belly is too heavy, too round, too full for me to move on my own.
I had to call for my Handler in the middle of the night. He just sighed, walked over, and gently turned me onto my other side like I was a giant, fragile doll.
I felt so helpless. And honestly? It was the most incredible feeling in the world. I don't need to be able to move. I just need him to move me. 🍼💗