#touchmeagain

[touchmeagain]

Call me naïve, maybe even a little stupid, but I just have this feeling what's between us isn't over.

I just know this wasn't the whole story. I don't know how long I'll have to wait for the next chapter, seems like the author of our little story is really taking their time, but I'll keep waiting.

You're worth waiting for, you know?

You've always been, even if you haven't known or if I haven't told you. I knew from day one, no, from the first time you looked down into my eyes and I up into yours, that you'd be worth waiting for.

I will wait.

But I want as much time with you as possible. How am I supposed to know how much time I'll have? I want to enjoy every second you're around, every time we look into each other's eyes, every time you make me laugh and blush and giddy with excitement.

So please, dear author of our story, if you wouldn't mind, I'd greatly appreciate it if you took some time to work on our story again.

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You haunt me in my dreams, you know?

I can't fall asleep without you on my mind.

I can't wake up without wishing you were next to me.

There isn't a time I don't check my phone for your messages.

You haunt me in my dreams.

I just hope you're thinking of me sometimes.

[touchmeagain]

Today I just miss you.

I miss you in an unpoetic, ugly way.

There's no comparison, no play of words.

Today I just miss you.

[touchmeagain]

waited so long for something to come but nothing came from you

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you were so unexpected.

never once in my life would i have ever thought that one simple evening would change everything after that.

one simple laugh followed by a simple comment and a simple conversation.

and now it's 4 am, i'm laying in bed on my own, crying thinking about you. about us.

about how there isn't an us.

and how i don't know if there ever will be again.

touch me again.

please.

[touchmeagain]

And as I lay awake at 2 am I think of you.

And as I think of you I realize how once there was a time where your texts, calls and company would be what was keeping me up.

And not how I was missing all of those things.

[touchmeagain]

11:11

1111

In the last three weeks I've seen this time stamp and this number combination more than 10 times.

It's an angel number regarding intuition.

Your intentions are manifesting quickly, thoughts create reality, trust your gut, follow your heart.

Are you trying to tell me something?

Is this the sign I've been waiting for?

[touchmeagain]

And so I lay awake again and read through our messages.

And I realize that those messages are actually from yesterday and today.

And yes, you did talk about meeting up and going for a drink.

And yes, maybe you will touch me again at some point.