There are always those behind-the-scenes conditions. Aren’t there? . . We put perfection on public display. When asked how we are, we say “good, great, well.” But we are facing struggles people will never know. . . I’m guilty of this too. I teach what I too am practicing. I am an ever growing soul, doing my best. . . I’ve had some massive struggles. My most recent has been the internal struggle I face trusting the Universe will provide. Trusting things will always work out. I’ve been feeling home insecure for quite a long time. Living in Denver about half the time has meant still having a full time apartment there. And it has maxed out my lowly single mom budget. . . I’ve wondered for months if everything is going to work out. And then a friend offered for my kids and I to live with them. It wasn’t the first time she offered. It wasn’t even the second time. . . Do you know why she has had to offer so many times? Because of my judgements about myself as a mother and provider. . . 👉🏻Here goes the inner dialogues, brace yourself: . What kind of mother am I if I can’t provide a home on my own? . What kind of friend am I to be such a burden? . This isn’t the way I wanted it to work out, should I wait? . How long will it be before my kids and I are too much and over stay our welcome? . . 👉🏻And the deeper talks I don’t face even in my mind: . I’m not worthy of this gift. . Things don’t work out. . I am broken. . Life is hard. . . You see, the Universe is opening a path. And I’m getting in my own way with the damage and conditions of my mindset. . . Now, with all of my in person events cancelled this month #moneyproblems a new awareness of the need for what I do #anxietysupport , and facing my negativity #toxicfamilypatterns . . I can: . ✨Let go of my perception of control . ✨Label and validate the emotions and thoughts that I’m having . ✨Intentionally carve new neural pathways of worthiness and freedom . ✨Accept the the gifts that are ALWAYS available to me if I get out of my own way. . . Sending you light, love and abundance... now more than ever! . . Canceled in person events are now available online. Links are in my bio!! (at Cedar Rapids, Iowa) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9usWn8nsjp/?igshid=1osg95vbax1sd