Koby NSFW Alphabet
i rewatched this series while recovering from my surgery and really tried to convince myself that i didn’t need another character to write for but here we are 🤩 i also want to make sure that i’m writing and representing his character accurately and as a cis woman i’m not super well educated on writing for trans men but i have been trying to educate myself a little bit more about it so if i’m misinformed on anything please let me know so i can learn and adjust!! 🖤💋
A- Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
He’s still working on being able to care for you afterwards, sweet boy needs a little aftercare too, but he likes being able to take care of each other afterwards. Lots of snuggling as you come down from your highs, slowly helping each other clean up. If he recovers a bit quicker than you he’s always such a gentleman, grabbing a new set of comfy clothes to help change you into if your body is too sore. He’s a little clingy, but you don’t mind it one bit, he loves getting to hold you close and whisper sweet nothings to you.
B- Body Part (Favorite body part of theirs and their partners)
There wasn’t any specific part of his body that he favored over the next, but as soon as you mentioned how much you like his arms he’s really started to like them himself. He first noticed it when you started holding onto his bicep when you walked beside him and as he’s gotten stronger through his training he’s started to pay a little more attention to them. He loves it when you ask to see how strong he’s gotten and admire them, running your fingertips over the muscles and veins.
Koby adores your thighs. He loves getting to lay his head on them after a long day while you comb your fingers through his hair. They’re so soft, he can’t help but grip onto them when he eats you out. You sometimes think he purposely digs his nails in just enough to leave a mark so he can kiss over them as an apology.
C- Cum (Anything to do with cum)
No matter what he does, he cant stop himself from cumming first almost every single time. It never stops him, he’ll gladly get back to it if you give him a little bit of time to recover, but he’s so sensitive he just can’t help it. And he’s very grateful you never take any offense to it. You’ll always help clean him up and lay there next to him in bed until he’s no longer too sensitive to be touched.
D- Dirty Secret (A dirty secret of theirs)
He would prefer to take his glasses off when you have sex, but he leaves them on because he knows you love it. It’s not like he’s blind when they’re off, his vision just gets a bit blurred, but you always tell him you like it when he’s able to watch too. Afterwards, when you’re catching your breath next to each other, he thinks it’s so sweet when you take them off for him and put them aside so he doesn’t have to worry about them breaking when you toss and turn in bed.
E- Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
No experience whatsoever, but he’s very eager to learn from you. He’s tried to learn a little bit from whenever he’s touched himself before but it’s not really something he’s been all too confident in. The first few times you sleep together it’s very slow and it’s more educational than anything. Showing him how to make you feel good and talking him through everything so he knows he’s doing it right. When you want to make him feel good it’s a little more of a challenge since his dysphoria prevented him from wanting to be touched for a long time, but as your relationship continues his comfort level gets better and better. He still gets nervous from time to time, assuming he’s not doing something right, so you’ll still have to give him a lot of reassurance that he’s making you feel good.
F- Favorite Position(s) (Self explanatory)
There’s no positions he would consider his favorite. Being intimate with you in any capacity is something he loves, the positions don’t really matter to him all that much as long as it’s comfortable for both of you. He really likes sticking to the basics though. When using a strap he prefers it when you’re on top, hands on his chest to keep yourself balanced. He loves to watch you bounce in his lap, using him to make you feel that sweet euphoria that flows through your veins. He just doesn’t love that it doesn’t feel the same for him, it still feels good when he gently thrusts up into you but the friction sometimes isn’t enough for him. When not using a strap, his usual go to is the Amazon position. He’s still quite vanilla when it comes to positions, but being able to hold each other close while he’s on top is indescribable to him. It’s intimate, it’s comfortable, it makes you both feel good, and when you wrap your limbs around his body to tell him you’re getting close gives him an ego boost like never before.
G- Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous?)
Koby tries his best to be serious in the moment but sometimes his own nervousness gets in the way. He’ll accidentally say or do something that gets a few giggles out of you but he knows that you’re always laughing with him, never at him. It’s usually followed up with you taking a moment to yourselves to get the rest of your giggles out before getting back into things.
H- Hair (How well groomed are they?)
It’s not unruly, he likes to make sure it’s not too much, but he prefers to have a decent amount of hair down there. Every once in a while he’ll do some manscaping and trim around his thighs but he absolutely needs to have something there. Overtime it gets thicker, and with how light his hair is naturally it gets a little frustrating when it’s hard to see with the naked eye, but he likes being able to see the progress that comes after he starts noticing the small changes after a while of taking his testosterone.
I- Intimacy (How romantic are they in the moment?)
Very romantic. It’s almost like the only thing on this sweet boys mind is making you feel like the only girl in the world. He’s attentive and gentle, and even though you tell him he doesn’t have to, he always puts your pleasure before his own. He likes the buildup to sex, the little intimate moments that come before you hit the bedroom. Flowers, dinners, dancing, the little kisses and sweet whispers into your ear before you reach his door. He always asks every few minutes if you’re feeling ok or if there’s anything he can do better for you.
J- Jerk Off (Masturbation headcanon)
It’s something he didn’t do often before meeting you, but when you’re on his mind he genuinely can’t help himself. Most of the time he’ll touch himself in the showers late at night when he knows he’s the only one there. At least then if he’s caught, he can explain his flushed cheeks and heavy breathing on the water being a little too hot. Even after being together, he prefers it more when you touch him rather than using his own hands. He likes it when you talk him through it so he can try it on you later, but he always tries it out on himself for practice to make sure he’s doing it right.
K- Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Praise (giving and receiving)
Koby loves hearing how good a job he’s doing for you, and he loves being able to reciprocate all the little compliments and praises you give to him. He always looks at you with the sweetest eyes whenever you tell him he’s doing everything perfectly, and he loves getting to tell you how amazing your body feels under his touch.
Soft Domination (receiving)
He’s a very sensitive boy and he loves that you know how to push his buttons just the right way. You’re sweet and stern, always telling him what a good boy he is and how he’s the only man that can make you feel the way he makes you feel. The best part for him is when you hold him afterwards, slowly moving your fingers through his hair.
Overstimulation (receiving)
It’s usually something he does to himself, but he loves pushing himself to the limit to get you to finish before he does. He’s been doing a lot of practice so you can finish at the same time but he can only last so long.
Body Worship (giving)
Koby would kiss every inch of your body if you allowed it. He thinks you’re beautiful, every part of you, and he sees nothing wrong with giving your body the attention it deserves. He loves having you beneath his hands when he worships you, but sometimes he’s able to cum just from grinding into the mattress while he’s gripped onto you.
L- Location (Favorite places to do the do)
When you’re intimate, whether it’s sex or not, Koby always prefers it to be in a very private place. He doesn’t want to risk getting caught. For the most part, you’ll always pick one of your bedrooms or his cabin on the ship. You’ve only been able to convince him a handful of times to fool around in the communal showers on his ship but only if it’s late enough where he knows no one else is going to be there.
M- Motivation (What turns them on?)
He loves your body, and when you show it off a little bit he knows you’re going to get a little more attention. Whenever other guys see you hanging on his arm or loving on him, he can see the stares from everyone else and will bask in the feeling of knowing that he’s the one that gets you all to himself. Knowing that others want you, but can’t have you, is enough motivation to keep him going for hours.
N- No (Something they wouldn’t do)
He’s got enough anxiety and insecurities to make him dread the thought of you being with another person. Sharing you is one of those fantasies that only pop into his head every now and then, and he can think about it all day long, but having it actually come to fruition is not something he’s willing to do. He’s not opposed to getting a little rough, but nothing more than gentle restraining or gripping each other just a little too tight. Anything like spanking or slapping is not something he can even imagine himself doing.
O- Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
For a while he preferred to give rather than receive, but thats only until he gets more comfortable with you going down on him. You take baby steps, making sure to be gentle and stopping as soon as he asks you to, and it takes a little bit for him to open up to the idea of it. He always assumed you just wouldn’t enjoy it, or that you wouldn’t want to, but that of course isn’t true. You want him to feel as good as you do, and once he gets more comfortable with it he really gets into it, holding your hair back for you and paying attention each time you move your tongue a certain way so he can remember for later to try out on you.
P- Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
It always starts out nice and slow, but it’s a toss up on whether or not it’ll end that way. The only time Koby is genuinely unpredictable is when he’s arguing with himself over whether or not he wants to keep the slow pace he’s started or if he wants to completely ravage you. He likes to take his time with your body and make sure he can really draw out your pleasure, but he just can’t help it sometimes when his animal instinct takes over and he needs to have you writhe beneath his touch.
Q- Quickie (Their opinions on quickies)
He’s certainly not opposed to them, but he rarely enjoys doing them. There’s only been a handful of times you’ve had a quickie, and it’s only because he knows it’s the only time he has with you. For the most part, it’s just quick sessions of makeouts and heavy petting, you’ve only managed to have sex once during a quickie and it wasn’t very comfortable to have to be fast about it.
R- Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)
He definitely likes getting to try new things every now and then, but he has his limits. It’s fun getting to try something new that gets him out of his comfort zone a little, but he doesn’t love going too out there when trying new things in the bedroom. Sex is still pretty new to him, and he loves that you get to be the one he experiences it with, but he’s still not the biggest fan of going too far from vanilla. At least for now.
S- Stamina (How many rounds can they go? How long do they last?)
When you first start getting intimate it’s hard for him to go more than one round, but once he really starts to get used to everything he can’t last for quite a few. Usually after the first round you’ll snuggle in bed and whisper sweet nothings to each other in between kisses, but he just can’t stop his hands from wandering and the second round starts soon after. He doesn’t last for too long but that never stops him, he’ll go for as long as you want him to. Your pleasure is more important to him than his own.
T- Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On their partner or themselves?)
He doesn’t own any to use on himself, but he doesn’t mind using them on you. He has a strap on that you got together to make sure it’ll be comfortable for the both of you, and he knows that every now and then you’ll ask to bring one of your vibrators into the bedroom to try out, but he doesn’t love using any toys on himself. He loves getting to use them on you though, it gives him a little ego boost knowing he’s in complete control of this little thing that makes you feel so good.
U- Unfair (How much do they like to tease? Do they like to be teased?)
He’s not perfect when it comes to teasing, but he’s certainly getting better at it. Most of the time his teases are very innocent, usually a comment about how well your dress is fitting or how gorgeous you are in the moonlight, followed by him pawing at you until you can reach the bedroom. He thinks you’re much better at it, and he loves it when you tease him. He never seems to think you’ll ever stop.
V- Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
At first he was fairly quiet, but as he’s gotten more comfortable with sex it’s been a bit easier for him to be vocal. He’s definitely a moaner, and he gets embarrassed if his voice cracks but it’s such a turn on for you. When he’s really trying to hold back he whimpers, especially when he knows he’ll be too loud if he loses control. When he gets a bit rough with his thrusts he’ll hold you tight and quietly grunt into your ear. You love all the pretty sounds he makes for you.
W- Wildcard (Random headcanon)
Secretly, he loves it when you mark him up. There’s limits to it of course, but seeing the little red scratches your nails leave behind on his back and arms really turns him on. Every now and then he wishes you could leave a hickey on his collar, but he doesn’t mind them on his chest. You both know you have to be very careful where you mark him up, so you always make sure to do it on places no one else but you two can see.
X- X-Ray (What’s going on beneath the waistband?)
As a whole, it’s very sensitive. Sometimes all it takes is a little friction from sitting in his lap and he can already start feeling his clit start to slowly harden beneath your touch. His outer labia is a bit small so as soon as he opens his legs for you everything is on display. He still gets a bit insecure about it, but you think it looks absolutely perfect.
Y- Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Since he’s started taking his testosterone, his sex drive has only gotten higher and higher. You don’t mind it one bit, but there are times where you ask to have a night off every once in a while. It’s hard to keep up with him sometimes, which is a little surprising given how sensitive he is, but he always respects when you say no. He doesn’t want to be the type of boyfriend that’s constantly asking for sex, but you encourage him to initiate it when he wants to.
Z- Zzz (How quickly do they fall asleep afterwards?)
It’s rare when he’s able to pass out soon after, only when he really pushes himself to the limit and you wear him out. Most of the time he’s still got a little bit of adrenaline left, but he likes to lay with you after and snuggle as you come down from your highs together. When he does need to rest up a little after he gets very needy, curling into your side, almost begging you to hold him.