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[creaturethatmightexist]

I still feel an immense amount of guilt and paranoia around expressing myself sexually and exploring kink. I am not as paralyzed by it all as I used to be. Not too long ago I couldn't engage with the tamest stuff without having a panic attack. But it is still extremely difficult.

Sex and kink is tied to a lot of fear and worry in my head. Unpacking why would be a big ordeal. I have some idea but I think if I start to think about it too hard I'll come apart at the seams a bit. But it probably needs doing eventually.

Anyhow, I get very scared, unreasonably scared, that somehow people will suddenly become omniscient and be totally aware of everything I ever do and feel and regardless of how big or small something is it will be treated as the greatest infraction against humanity possible and my life will be over. I can't shake the feeling that I am bad and wrong and that everyone around me is one step away from knowing how bad and wrong I am and it is only a matter of time before everything comes crashing down.

Friends tell me I don't need to worry. That I am not bad and that I can express myself without fear. That they engage with similar things and that it is okay to do. It is nice to get reassurance, but it still feels as though even the most basic vanilla thing is a horrible crime and that I will be struck down for even thinking about it.

I often struggle with feelings of me being irreparably bad and that it is inevitable that I will be punished for a variety of things, but this is by far the main one.

I want to stop feeling like this because it makes what should be a normal and fun part of life into a crisis I have to navigate. I don't know what to do about it.

[mutt-cunt]

Its so hot, sweat is literally pouring down my back

[aphroditesbitch]

i am in fact scrolling with one hand down my pants, trying and failing to make myself cum </3 my fingers simply aren’t enough </3

[bunninols]

wanting to have your way with him after bottoming all the time because you're more dom than he is, telling him that for once you want to take care of him because he's always been so good for you, knowing that you want to put him in every position where you won't miss any form of pleasure on his face

going down on him, taking him into your mouth to feel his hands in your hair so desperate for you to make him cum on your tongue and doing nothing else but giving it to him as many times as he wants because he deserves it, reeling in the sweet way he moans for you to make him taste himself on your tongue

then after some thought while sucking on his skin and kissing anywhere you can reach, you ask him to get on your lap for once, wanting to watch him sink on your cock and ride you to tell him how precious he is, being such a needy pup, overtaken by his overstimulated state because you're so deep and determined to hold him as close as possible to you

"look at you, such a pretty boy." you tell him as he ruts onto your lap more, reaching close to that release again and begging for it in that soft tone he always does when he's about to cum, making you say "give it to me, baby it's okay, you've earned it." because he takes such good care of you when he's on top, you could never imagine refusing him, wanting to feel how he wraps himself around you and twitches around your cock once he finishes..

[aphroditesbitch]

i deadass remade this account entirely bc i’ve been stupidly horny recently and can’t do anything abt it, so it’s time to make it everyone’s problem <33

[aphroditesbitch]

gods, i forgot how to make a pinned post

angel’s return to nsfw tumblr, babes needs an outlet

22, nonbinary, submissive, attention whore that thrives on people’s desire and fantasies abt me <33

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kinks: breeding, somnophilia, exhibitionism, praise + degradation, monsterfucking, bimbofication, light masochism, thigh fucking, cock warming, biting

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absolutely not: fauxcest, age gaps, raceplay, piss/scat/vomit, feet, anything particularly violent-

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i will block any ageless or blank blogs. i’m a leftist and will not tolerate bigots in my space.

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my tags:

textposts - #angel.txt

pics - #angel.jpg

asks - #angel answers

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anons: 💣, 🥰 🌷

[bunninols]

sitting behind him with one hand around his torso to hold him against you and the other stroking his cock, feeding into his requests because he's always such a good boy until he moans that he's getting close, asking you to go faster

you repeat his request to taunt him and use the hand that isn't on his cock to turn his head so he can look you at you with those pretty, puppy dog eyes and beg for it before whining because you decide to slow your hand down instead, chuckling at the way he immediately tries thrusting his hips to fuck your fist at the pace he wants until you move your hand away completely, cooing at the way he starts to whimper when you pull away

"no, please baby, please" is what he slurs out before watching you get up from behind and place yourself in front of him to watch his cock twitch, crawling closer to kiss him and soothe his cries for pleasure, pushing him gently to lay down as you get on top to straddle him, resting your own need on his leaking cock

he'll thrash his head around and groan so loudly at the contact, doing everything he can not to touch you because he knows he can't without permission but starts begging you to move, to touch, to do anything but you don't, making him growl and force out a "fuck you" which you find amusing, pouting your lips and saying, "aw, is that how you speak to your owner? i thought you were going to be good for me, that's not how you get what you want."

[mutt-cunt]

The landlord special includes paint on the mirrors