hello, i’m so sorry to be doing this but it’s low-key urgent and, as much as i hate to admit it, i need help.
my name is Judson, i’m a ftm transman on hormones and in my second year of college. i have a fast food job where i work on weekends and get paid decently since i’ve been there for quite some time (i have to travel around 40 mins to get there and back and my shifts are usually around 8 hours long). i’m using the money from my checks to save up for a reliable car bc my current one is on its last leg.
for the past 6 months i’ve been suffering from really bad back/chest/rib pain due to binding. i have 2 gc2b binders that are sized for my body that i’ve had for the past 2 years (or so). i’ve had soreness from them before but recently the pain has tripled to the point where i can’t breathe at all and get extremely sick. i’ve had to leave class (where i’m sitting down, doing nothing) to throw up in the bathroom and take off my binder for a few moments to breathe. at work im forced to wear a sweatshirt while i work in the kitchen/wash dishes because i nearly passed out the last time i worked in my binder. i can’t use KT tape, i’ve tried, but apparently i’m allergic to the sticky side.
i know it’s not the gc2b binders at all, but probably because i’ve been binding since i was 11 or so and i used ace bandages. that’s 6-7 years of binding incorrectly and pretty much just fucking up my insides. i do all the stretches and breathing exercises but i’m sad to say i think my chest is at its limits. i can’t even put my binder on for 10 minutes without getting winded.
what i’m asking for is some donations for my top surgery. i’m talking to my dr for a top surgery consult but i’d thought i would go ahead and ask for some help from anyone willing
here’s my youcaring
i have a paypal if you want to shoot me a message!
also, i have a Ko-fi but honestly, i don’t know how it works at all lmao
thank you so much, honestly, it means the world to me
