it pmo so bad when people think this blog or my identity is a joke- or that im 'larping.' i literally dont gaf. yes im genuinely transitioning to be 'grosser,' physically and emotionally. one of my biggest euphoria-giving practices is playing gooner games. and i mean f95 type games. i fucking love rotting in bed all day and scrolling tumblr for shit that would make other ppls skin crawl. i love the feeling of getting worse.












