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Warm weather

Is great.. until you remeber your allergic too the sun

And easily get over heated..

Looks nice outside those

#trappped #summer #spring #allergic #sunshine

Best documentaries forever never forget: "My Brother, Which I Care For," "Gothic King Cobra," and "Swansea Love Story"

#best documentaries #swansea love story #trappped #gothic king cobra

#hampow93 #trappped

Yes

#truth #quotes #trappped #unsure #choices

scary story time from the past 3 hours!!!

today I went to bed around 2am. I fell asleep and woke up at 3:25. I know this because I opened my eyes, rather suddenly, and got my phone from the floor and placed it under my pillow after checking the time. There is blank moment, very brief where I blacked out, passed out again possibly, and next thing I know is I'm having a very threatening, scary nightmare about my cousin's violin, which is downstairs. I get scared because

(fun fact: My cousin doesnt live in the house, he's just house-sitting and he's been scared before by moving chairs, lamps and fans, noises and lights. I had decided to spend the night knowing this because I wanted to see if it would do that with me being there considering I go to that house practically every day of the year and it had never donw anything like this to the family thats lived there for 12 years.)

... because i know all of this, and i decide to call out my cousin's name. But then I realize I can't. My lips are closed (im known to sleep with my mouth wide open and drooling) and i cant open them. I can't move anything as a matter of fact, im trapped inside my body and i cant move or scream. Im scared as fuck but in the midst of all this i realize i can moan/whine with my lips together so i do that, crying now, and then I realize, the thought struck me suddenly, 'I am not dreaming. I am awake.' so I focused my entire being into my lips, and only then did I open my eyes and was able to call out for him. And as if that weren't enough, when I opened my eyes I was facing in the exact direction as my 'nightmare' and was seeing the exact same thing, not a centimeter off.

I decided not to sleep the rest of the night, i didn;t want to go through that again. But then I started getting the jerks. they're little electrical discharges from your brain in epileptic people (me) that cause loss of muscle and memory control, so I was having a very hard time praying without losing it and having to start over again. I went to get my medicine (it about 5am at this point, I guessed it would be okay to take my morning dose at that time instead of having a seizure in front of my poor cousin) and as soon as the medicine was in my hand, the fucking jerks went away on their own.

And not wanting to stay in the dark for obvious reasons, here I am now, writing it on tumblr at 6am in case I, for some reason or another, can't narrate this later on. I've heard of people being trapped inside their own bodies before, but this, this was fucking frightening, it made me cry and all I saw was a violin and someone yelling tunning at me, which sounds stupid, but when you can't respond or look away, it's you worst fucking nightmare.

#scary #trappped #inside my body #nightmare #im still scared