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[vearthling]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

their closeted relationship eventually becomes too much for sander but thankfully soulmates have a way of finding their way back to each other

[vearthling]

The secret relationship one!! 💖💖💖💖💖

Snippet of upcoming fic 🥰

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Robbe lazily wakes up from his nap, realizing the evening rapidly creeped upon them. He turns around slightly in Sanders arms and softly kisses his lips to wake him up.

"Sander" He says gently shifting in his grip but a sleepy Sander pulls Robbe closer into his chest, "Stop moving"

"Sander" He says just as gentle but a little louder caressing his shoulder. Sander reluctantly peaks one eye open, "What?" He asks

"I have to go"

"Nooo" He grumbles, burying his face in Robbe's neck, "You can't leave."

"I have to go meet the boys" He giggles as Sander continues to nuzzle himself in.

"Can I go?"

"Sander...you know you can't."

Sander sighs and pulls back, lying back on his pillow and rubbing his tired eyes, "Weren't you supposed to tell them a couple weeks ago?"

"Yeah but you know how they are, I was just nervous."

"I told you I would come with you, make it easier."

"Just be patient, please." He climbs on top of him, sitting in his lap and caresses his cheek, "Okay?"

Sanders hands crawl up to brace his boyfriend's waist, "I think I have been, Robbe. For five months. Five months of just hiding out."

"And I appreciate it" Robbe reminds leaning down to give him a kiss, "You're trying to distract me" Sander says in between pecks.

"No I'm not" Robbe laughs

Sander pulls back from his boyfriend's lips, You're gonna be late but next time you come over I think we should talk more about it."

Robbe doesn't reply because frankly hes sick of how many conversations they've had about it so he simply gets out of bed to start getting dressed, "Where are you guys going?" Sander asks.

"We're meeting at Jens' place. And then going to a new spot he wanted to check out. "

"Is everyone's partner coming?"

Robbe turns to look at Sander, and crawls towards him on the bed, "Sander..."

"Im just asking."

"Yes."

Sander nods and just stays quiet, knowing this extended conversation was for another time so when he doesn't reply Robbe leans down to give him a kiss, "I'll text you when I get home." He jumps up heading to the bedroom door, "Love you" And speeds out before Sander even gets to return the sentiment.

Sander knew Robbe was closeted when they started dating and he knew what he was signing up for so he knows he can't complain too much and Sander really doesn't care whether Robbe's friends knows he's gay or not. It's really the affect it has on their relationship that bothers him. Sander never being able to go to Robbe's, only Robbe coming over to his. Robbe leaving Sander to meet up with friends, Sander not knowing that part of Robbe's life at all, going to fun events with friends that Sander can't experience with his boyfriend and Robbe had told Sander several times he was ready to come out to his family and to his friends, but here they were five months later still sneaking around and the thrill had long warn off for him

The first time they had the conversation about a month and a half in. It was a pretty light hearted conversation and happened after Robbe had spent the weekend at Sanders parents place, he casually asks, do you think I can ever meet your family and Robbe shrugged but never really gave an answer. Another conversation arose from that about two weeks after that, Sander asking if Robbe was ashamed to be with him or be gay or just nervous about others people's reactions and the brunette had reassured his boyfriend he just didn't want to lose the people in his life.

Sander didn't bring it up again, he was completely cool with it until on a date night a month later, Robbe had rejected Sanders kiss as he's dropping him off and murmurs, "My roommates could walk by" And that's when Sander realized to what extent this might affect their relationship.

[vearthling]

Could you write something about Isi and Sascha walking home after the holy rainbow night and then maybe kissing goodbye in the stairway? Thank u :)

The party started to wrap up around 3:30, people trailing out and Isi was tired and exhausted, passed out on the couch behind Sascha's DJ booth waiting for him to finish up so they can go home.

It's a quarter to 4 when Sascha has his equipment packed up, "Ready to go?"

Isi nods, lazily lifting their arms up and Sascha pulls him up and hands him over his jacket. The walk home is mostly quiet because they're both a little tired and exhausted and it's quite nice being in the streets this late when the streets are desolate, "I'm glad you came tonight." Sascha says. "Did you have fun?"

"I did." Isi says, "I like seeing you in your element. DJing for everyone." He compliments. "Next time, someone else can DJ so you can dance with me."

Sascha feels his heart leap and he nods, "That'll be fun, I love dancing with you." He says with a soft smile as he looks down at their hands and bravely clasps theirs together. He looks up at Isi who smiles back down at him and gives a kiss to his cheek.

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They arrive at their apartment complex within the next 10 minutes, and start heading up the stairs. They start to slow down a bit when they're reaching Isi's floor, stopping at the last step of the stairs. They stare at each other with those eyes that reek of flirtation and bashfulness. Sascha interlocks both their hands, looking up at Isi and tugs on them, bringing her down and plants a soft kiss on their lips. Almost exactly reminscent to the one they had a party but with a bit more lingering and yearning. When they pull back, Isi gives a shy smile, "Will I see you tomorrow?"

Sascha nods and gives her one last kiss, "Have a good night." Isi smiles and walks to their front door and opening it and giving a wave goodbye to Sascha but before they close the door, Sascha hurries up to meet Isi and plants another quick kiss on their lips and pulls back with a blush, "Okay, now you can go." He laughs. Isi chuckles before closing the front door. And if Sascha stayed in the hallway a couple more seconds reeling over the night and the fact that he got to kiss Isi more than once then that was his business.

[vearthling]

Sascha calls Ismail out for being a shitty friend

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Sascha tried not to harbor too much on the hurt and betrayal he felt last night when Isi didn't show up to the quuer youth party he convinced him to DJ at. He put his frustration into building and was currently sawing up some chunks of wood to make a gift for his mother's birthday.

He's lost in the loud noise of the saw and attentive to the task when he hears pounding on his wall. He jumps up and sees Ismail standing in his room. A bit of anxiety courses through him but he looks away and keeps working until moments later, Isi is squeezing his shoulder and asking over the noise if he can stop working for a minute. He turns off the machine and finally looks up at them, "How did you get in? "

"Spare key. " He says hopping on the bed, almost joyfully and oblivious. "Was texting you all morning"

"Did you think maybe I didn't want to talk? "

"I wanted to know how the party was"

"You would know if you showed up" and by the tone of voice, Isi can tell something is off, "Whats wrong? "

Sascha chooses to ignore the question in favor of sketching but Isi says his name again and he finally turns to him, "What?"

"Are you mad at me"

"Of course I am."

"Im sorry I didn't come. I texted--"

"When you lied to me. I-- you encouraged me to DJ at the party when I really didn't want to. I was working hard and excited and agreed because I thought my best friend would be there. And then you ditch me and lie about it. And you keep doing that!"

Isi gets up, leaning in the doorway to get closer, "Sascha, come on"

"I don't care who you hang out with. But it's just rude to lie to me and then post basically showing me you're somewhere else. It's just like you don't care about me at all. You don't care how you treat people,Isi or how you make them feel."

Silence falls among them for a bit,"I think you're so used to having me around that sometimes you take me for granted or treat me shitty because we've always been friends but that's not okay. And the way we treat each other is so different. I do everything for you. I'm always there when you need me, I even care for Umut when you need me too and you couldn't even come to the one thing that was important to me. Or even be honest about it"

Isi, "Okay, okay im sorry. I know. I can be shit with that stuff. Things just got caught up and I just wasn't thinking about it. I wont lie to you anymore, I'm sorry. You are the greatest friend and I'm really sorry I haven't been"

"Yeah...i just think I want to be alone right now..."

"Can't we just watch something together and chill?" He proposes hoping he didn't fuck up as bad as it seems

"I think you should just go."

Isi doesn't know if he's ever seen Sascha like this, with anyone. It hurts more than be would have imagined, "Can you text me when you're okay?"

The boy doesn't reply and Isi sighs and apologizes once more before leaving his apartment in regret.

[vearthling]

Are you planning on writing a sobbe fic in the near future? 🥺

I actually have one left in my drafts that I really like but i still haven't figured out how to end it as per usual. Its been sitting pretty for like 4, 5 months 🤭

[lostinwordclouds]

About Gratification

So many of you who are following this blog for Gratification are probably sideyeing me with every fic that I post that is not it. I AM CURRENTLY WRITING THE MOST RECENT CHAPTER RIGHT NOW. It is not on the backburner, I have not forgotten. My beloved trashfic has not been ignored, but like I’m also just writing as much as possible right now to make it through this dystopian world. So I’m going to post a lot of unrelated things but don’t fear. I have not forgotten, and I am writing it right now

[vearthling]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: WTFock | Skam (Belgium) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sander Driesen/Robbe IJzermans Characters: Sander Driesen, Robbe IJzermans Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Smut, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Oral Sex, Sex Toys, Light Dom/sub, Semi-Public Sex, Not really but while theyre on the phone with someone, Blowjobs, Teasing Summary:

sander comes home to robbe pleasing himself with his toy and helps him finish after *a lot* of teasing.

[vearthling]

Hi, I wanted to say that you are the best writer. I read Afterglow and it was I ever wanted and more, sobbe winter getaway. My friends been to Hallstatt (unfortunately it became too popular and the locals don't like it) and you described it as I always imagined it. Loved the story and how you write sobbe is perfect as usual. thank you for this wonderful story 💫

Thank you so much. I've never been but researched so glad it was depicted as you always imagined. Thank you for the very sweet comment❤❤❤❤ I loved writing it,  ultimate cozy vibes