dear guywhodoesnttalktomealotbutshould a.k.a jiyong
Dear Jiyong Hyung,
you worried me so much 10 minutes ago! First of all I just want to say me and Bobby admire you a lot, because you’re such good producer and you’re such good musician and it’s been so flattering to work with you and have the luck to be trained by you!
Now, in all seriously, I’m going a bit out of just music. I want to tell you that I’m sorry. For not being the good friend I once promised you to be. I got pissed, you know my reasons. Well, first you got pissed at me … then it was my turn. I guess I’m too coward to say all this to your face but I was so mad at you. I was so so mad because you broke your promise. But as a really grown up person ( not really ) I let it go. You wanna know why? Because despite all the shit, I wanna be the friend you can trust a lot. I mean, of course your best friend is loverboy and I’m not asking to be your best friend nor anything that takes time and stuff to build? I’m just asking to be the same as before. Well, I want you to know you can count on me. I don’t really know if you know you can count on me? I try to say it over and over again, but you can count on my friendship. You can count on my ears and my locked mouth. I AM NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO WILL PAT YOU ON THE BACK EITHER, if something is wrong I’ll tell you ‘you did wrong’ and then hug you, because that’s what friends are for? You see, I really do care for you and I get really worried whenever I see you sad. I just, I don’t understand how you can’t see how wonderful you are? You don’t need to prove to anyone, iunno? You are enough, for me and for many others. I love you a lot, Jiyong hyung and I wish to be like you one day, strong and admired by a lot of people. I’m here, just… remember that? I’m here!
LOVE,
TRASHBIN.