Feb 27, 2019
no matter what, even though the stuff in my life has affected me on such a massive psychological level, the events in my life don't feel remotely intense enough for me to feel like I should be attempting to see if I have a diagnosis of a personality and/or trauma-based disorder
it especially doesn't help that I want to, but I have little faith in myself and my GP that I don't think, knowing my experiences, I'd get anywhere
#i don't know#i feel embarrassed what i think i might have#i just think it would make a whole lot of sense if i did#i've read up on symptoms of several disorders and#i feel like i fit too closely with many of them to just ignore them#ok to reblog#personality disorders#trauma#actuallytraumatised#trauma post#trauma-based disorders#i can't just *ignore* these feelings