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Sometimes... it’s just like... what’s even the point anymore? Why struggle?? Why fight?? We all die anyway..
TW: suicidal thoughts
I am having the worst thoughts ever because my dysphoria is kicking my ass in a way that... that I truly wish would kill me so I didn’t have to feel this way. I don’t know how to talk about it... idk if I want to talk about it... I just know I’m experiencing the worst chest dysphoria I’ve ever had and I just want to feel like myself, look like myself, be my fucking self... but instead I’m isolating myself, crying silently so I don’t wake my girlfriend, and wanting to die.
I deserve to be taken seriously I deserve to be loved correctly. I deserve not to be manipulated, gaslighted, and made to feel small just because someone can do it. I learned that when I was 22. And I will never forget it. That’s why even my flesh and blood could get cut off.
People will sit and act like their toxic behavior is okay???? Like no. It’s not okay. It’s not cute. It’s not just your fucking personality. It’s something entirely changeable and if you’re happy the way you are with all of that toxicity you’re gonna end up alone. Or you’re gonna end up changing. Changing not for anyone else but because you’re tired of being called out for the same shit. Then finally you’ll recognize YOU are the fucking problem. I fucking hate people.
I’m a little drunk rn too
I hate feeling like I can’t be honest with people I love because then I get quiet and that’s a whole other problem for people. You either want me to speak or you don’t.
Feb 26 2021
I’m so done with people acting like they don’t have issues or that other people can’t clearly see their issues.
