#trazadone

[scramratz]

lowk i feel like zoloft chemically castrated me

[velvet-ebook]

I’m walking* on sunshine*

*hallucinating

*trazadone

[legionsandmultitudes]

So psych went pretty well. I liked her better this time around.

We're starting off with 150 mg lithium twice a day. I get blood work done in two weeks, when she will call and talk through the results with me. Probably up my dose too.

She also gave me 50 mg trazadone for as needed sleep.

I see her again in a month.

In the meantime, I bought propel electrolyte powder, a new water bottle, la croix, and V8. Oh and lip balm. Probably buying a hero dispenser tonight.

And my husband and I are going to talk about the side effects I need to potentially accept in the name of living.

I'm tired of feeling like a bunch of symptoms. I'm ready to be a person again.

300 mg lithium

250 mg lamictal

50 mg trazadone

[solitary-saboteur]

Drug Question

I have extremely severe anxiety when it comes to work and my doctor just prescribed me Hydroxyzine (Vistaril, Atarax). Has anyone taken this before for anxiety, if so I would really like to know if it helped you or did nothing. I’m so terrified of it doing nothing like all the other anxiety meds he has put me on. So if you’ve taken hydroxyzine please tell me your experience!?

[maddywhat]

Punk

[pedrettiv]

Luvox made me fucking nuts, so I went to see my psychiatrist today and he switched me back to Prozac. I told him to take me off trazadone because I’ve been abusing them, but he put me on klonopin & im not sure if that was a good idea considering my previous abuse of xanax. We shall see how these next couple of weeks go...

[legionsandmultitudes]

I’m feeling a longing and a loss. I’m missing something that I’ve only just, willingly, abandoned.

With every dose of Vraylar, I separate myself from who I am. With every dose of Lamictal, I build a brick between myself and the world. With every dose of Trazadone, I push away my creativity and drive.

I believe I’m wrapping my head around the unimaginable emptiness of being treated. I’m letting them snip my wings and I subject myself to this torture every morning.

I have, within me, an incredible capacity. I am able to fly high into the glorious blue sky. I soar past the clouds that rain down sips of water to all of Mother’s Nature’s children. I absorb the power and the destruction of the sun. The warmth that comforts life. I radiate joy and passion. But the promise that, without gentle tending, I can burn down swathes of land leaving a trail of devastation behind me.

Luke says that I draw from a magical well of energy. And he is correct. Except that well lives deep within my mind. It lays silent. Dormant for stretches of time, before overflowing and nourishing me in ways food, alcohol, and love cannot.

It feels as if I’m cutting myself off from my very life source. The energy, passion, and euphoria that makes me exactly who I’m meant to be. And while I can understand that this severing is healthiest for those around me, and maybe even myself, the loss is palpable.

[in-your-minds-eye-please]

Med updates

Well. Finally discussed the fact that i thi k i have DID/OSDD with my psychiatrist. He didnt straight up tell me i was making it up but he put me on a medication for psychosis so...

So now im on Latuda 40mg, Lamotrigine 150mg, and hes having me use Trazadone to sleep... adventures...