i love love love love trans fem sam !! (this will just be me rambling lol)
obviously during the 80s-90s and also early 2000s there wasn't much trans representation so I would believe that Sam didn't realize that she was trans up until college. i read about the experiences of trans people in the late 90s and early 2000s , which was pretty interesting.
obviously, we see a lot of hyper feminine trans women, which I love. but i believe that Sam didn't see herself fitting into that femininity.
Sam would grow out her hair, maybe wear some make up (mascara, blush or maybe some sparkly lip gloss) when they started college.
most of the representation she got from people on the internet, so when blogging became more common and other trans people started sharing their experiences.
since Sam never felt like she would fit into the hyper femininity, she decided not to change so much about herself. probably cooked up her own estrogen, or just asked jess, maybe other female friends if they would give her the birth control they'd usually take. obviously, not safe and not as efficient as medicated estrogen doses.
dean wouldn't mind sam transitioning, tho as sam started hunting again, she stopped wearing so much make up. still growing out her hair though.
due to training she started building muscles again, maybe not taking her hormones regularly anymore, causing her to get more buff again. obviously, that doesn't change anything about het identity and to dean she's always been 'sammy' anyway.
though, relationship became more complicated. nit just because the Winchesters were always traveling and hunting, but also because sam was a bit insecure about the way she looked and presented herself. but of course, you wouldn't mind ☝️
sam would gush and blush whenever you compliment her muscles, telling her that you've always liked strong women. nothing was more euphoric to sammy than being admired while also being seen as the woman she always wanted to be.
sometimes, she was afraid of crushing you, being too much. broad shoulders pushing you into the mattress, hard chest being pressed against your back, big hands roaming your body or holding onto your waist, hips, thighs.
she's never been really submissive. though you did enjoy it whenever this large, beautiful creature became pathetic and needy. maybe there was something submissive about the way she whimpered and whined into your ear whenever she pushed her thick cock into you.
of course, it wasn't much of a surprise that this big woman was carrying around a big package. it did take a while until you were able to coax sam so far that she would take off her pants. she was just so beautiful, so shy and blushing like a virgin while dropping her jeans and exposing herself.
transgirl sam has a big dick ☝️ and knows how to use it ☝️☝️☝️
i hope soldier boy dies he starts to get on my nerves real bad. like yeah hes funny, he's good looking but i genuinely can't stand him when he's on my screen. im happy to see him but as soon as this white ancient piece of manwhore opens his mouth i wanna throw myself off a cliff. anyone who tries to defend his character also pisses me off.
