#triggers cw

[royalrastafariannaynays]

Hey guys!

so here i was, thinking that i should write more fun little short fics, and i thought i might get some requests! so here’s a list of stuff I’ll write, and you can submit an ask or message me or something with what you want and ill see if i can’t write it! i just got a ko-fi set up for some extra dough while im looking for a job. ill post that later, hehe

so without further ado, here’s what im good for! 

will write:

gore, 

nsfw (though i may put it on ao3 and i prefer not writing it for minors or anons please)

character death

angst

fluff

hurt/comfort

violence or anger

fight scenes/action

cute shit

romance

drugs

horror (as much as i can)

depression/vent

fantasy/scifi

will NOT write:

incest

pedophilia

vriska as a main or overtly positive character (personal reasons)

sexual assault of any kind

graphic and positive depictions of suicide or self harm

anyways that’s it! i would love to write more short fics to give myself more solid practice! if you want to tip me for the request, im fine with that, just hit up my ko-fi, but no payment required unless you want me to write you something really long and time consuming, hehe. 

love you guys! <3

[chaossmagic]

my fanfic peeve is ppl having oliver be at the beach for fun when him being in the water is something he a)canonically hates (s2) b) it gives him ptsd flashbacks (s1 comics #9 or #12)

ugh, yes. i hate this. it’s canon that he has a phobia/dislike of water (particularly open water like the ocean) and including it in fics without qualifying it or explaining it is so annoying. 

also people using the fact that he and felicity were supposed to take a boat trip in italy ‘proof’ that he’s over his phobia or that it doesn’t affect him is bullshit because you can learn to cope with certain levels of discomfort around a trigger without it stopping being a trigger.

he does not like boats. he does not like large bodies of water. he does not like being in large bodies of water. 

erasing this is erasing the actual origin of his trauma i.e. a shipwreck and glosses over the way it still affects him even years later. 

[holyscream]

Don't mind me, I'm just a line of text so the readmore works. 🌱

Bruh why do my triggers have to be so specific that I can't block or filter them out without also filtering out stuff I really enjoy 😒

It's often a "I know it when I see it" situation, which means once I realize something is An Issue for me, I'm already in for at least a week of

Unfortunately the stuff I really enjoy has such a positive impact on my life (emotional wellbeing etc.) that I don't want to sacrifice it. So now I'm kind of just playing reverse lottery; I win almost every time but when I lose, I really fucking lose.

Ah, well, there's worse things in life.

But I'm still mad at my brain for being triggered by that one amazing fanfic that I can't reread because it fucked me up for almost a month and just looking at the first paragraph makes me tear up and feel ill. It was so good thoughhhhh 😫

[explode-a-pult]

You know what's a legit trigger for me? Being called selfish. I am not kidding. I really wish I was... Just Say those words to me and I both shut down and get irrationally angry and upset with everyone. I like, wanna kill myself over those words. I fucking hate it so much and am affected by it so much That I just Can't. Deal. With. It. I don't know...

[newbeautifulbeginning-blog]

oops accidentally triggered myself

[arbys-witch-official]

hey whats up (like if u read past the cut)

my abuser’s wife just posted something that popped up in my feed and i wanan die now lol ptsd is fun as shi

[doucelune]

my other dash always manages to trigger the hell outta me lol, even when i have everything tagged there’s still stuff slipping through the cracks, there’s just too many mentions of things that get me panicky, too many connections, that i can’t even enjoy it anymore.