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[acomfortablevoid]

11:11 i wish i had executive function

[diaryofagoatherd]

i wish i’d been able to do more gymnastics stuff as a kid, i could have been a gold medalist and commentating on the rio olympics as a gymnastics legend

but then again i wish i’d been born a dolphin and i could have spent all my life swishing around and laughing and trying to not get caught in all of the garbage that ends up in the oceans

[windowsdownsystemup]

today is the first time since early may that i’ve stayed up so late for school and it’s so ??? gratifying? especially this time around because back then i was in france and at that point i felt really not connected to the most of the work i was doing to finish up my other courses back in baltimore

even though i try to deny it to myself, at root i am an education hoe and a big fan of doing things. i think that doing more things more often will make me happier.

and if you’re reading this i hope you and your night are well

[windowsdownsystemup]

“where have you been?”

uhhhhh.... france.

hi all! i sort of blipped off of the radar, so for those of you who’ve been wondering after me/my whereabouts: i went with a group from my university to cannes to follow the film fest there, and meet with filmmakers, producers, and journalists. it was super dope, and i may actually post photos of it (something that, if you’ve been following this blog for a while, you know i don’t usually do.)

in the meantime i’ve gotten back to the states, travelled up and down the east coast, and settled in to my new apartment in baltimore. i now intend to stay in one place for at least a few weeks. =]

[camus44]

“While Justine, Juliette's sister, was a virtuous woman who consequently encountered nothing but despair and abuse, Juliette is an amoralnymphomaniac murderer who is successful and happy.”

[windowsdownsystemup]

tbh kind of feels like im in that part of a fanfiction that causes you to wring your hands because of miscommunication and “but they’ve got to fall for them!” 

but in reality it’s the simple fact that not talking about this is a way to preserve dignity and comfort and not make things awkward so i guess that’s just what i’ll do *kanye shrug*

[windowsdownsystemup]

gotta eat to live gotta eat to take meds gotta eat to use a swipe and therefore make the most of my meal plan

absolutely cannot bring myself toooooooo

and so i stay in this weird limbo where i tell myself i should eat before i do work because i need to eat but i just dont so i do nothing

[windowsdownsystemup]

but it’s like, i know that i need food and i want food in the abstract but i just don’t actually

want food?

hm. troubling.