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[jeff-davis]

TRUE BEGINNINGS

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True Beginnings by Amanda Mackey

True Beginnings by Amanda Mackey

I’m addicted to it. War, battle—the thrill of being in mortal combat and constant danger. Not knowing whether I’ll still be breathing one moment to the next is a rush I can’t explain.

But I hate that I love it. It’s like a sickness that sank its hooks into my psyche and refuses to let go. I’m living with nightmares and the strange reality of civilian life, while I crave my next mission.

Until I…

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[beccasissy69]

Finally crossing the starting line.

So PayPal are hand delivering a stack of dollar bills to Goddess and that’s why it’s taking so long (I assume). However, I knew that I would almost certainly want more than 1 month under Goddess, so when she suggested sending the payment again and she would cancel the first (when/if it ever arrived), I decided I would send it again but the first one can be used as a deposit for month 2.

So I’m now officially owned by Goddess for 30 days and have made a down payment for the next 30!

I saw Goddess’s reblog comments on yesterday’s post when I got up this morning and immediately got an erection. First up was the possibility of my first orgasm while I’m under her control and secondly was the comment that she already has a plan for me. It’s a little like I entered a trap and that was when I could hear the door slamming shut behind me (except int his case, I entered it willingly with a pretty good idea of what it was).

All day at work I kept wondering if I’d be allowed a release and if so how, I doubt Goddess would let an opportunity like an orgasm go to waste without furthering her slut’s progress somehow. I did catch myself grinding on my chair a little at work when I was imagining things. It turns out that spending 30 minutes grinding your ass on a wooden chair in time to up tempo pop music will make it a little sore the next day, but it didn’t seem to matter, I would stop myself when I realized I was doing it and then catch myself again a little later! 

When I got home, I’d received my instructions. I was allowed to cum with my hands one last time, but when I was about to finish, I had to flip my legs over my head, cum on my face and then eat it and I was only allowed to watch sissygasm videos or ones where shemales cum when been fucked (Goddess said both of these would be me in the future). She also said I should enjoy the release as it may well be my last one for a while!

As for cum eating, I’ve done it a couple of times in the past and, as I imagine is fairly common, have nearly done it hundreds more times. If you’re reading this, there’s a pretty good chance you know how it goes, you get all worked up, you’re smearing precum on your lips but when you blow you decide against it. Obviously been commanded to do it is a different matter and one that removes my say in the decision.

So, on to the deed itself. I got an erection almost straight away and was pretty close from the start. I did a little bit of starting and stopping to get myself even more worked up and then about half way through the prosaically named ‘Gorgeous TGirls cumming while getting fucked vol. 3′ I knew I was getting really close and moving into ‘accident’ territory, so I assumed the position and, thinking about those shemales bouncing up and down, moaning like whores and with their eyes rolling into the back of their heads, blew a week and a half's worth of cum onto my face and mouth.

Did I eat it? I did indeed (I can still taste it now). I rolled upright and swallowed what was in my mouth straight away then used my fingers to scoop it from my face into my mouth. Finally, I licked up the drops that had fallen on my exercise mat.

So, goodbye stroking and hello Goddess.