Please describe my self love as a true intentions/ true colors spread from Servantofthefates
This is about how I treat myself 9/5/2020
1. Describing the current environment + Advice
Describe my self love (Page of Cups Rx + Four of Cups Rx)
Lacking emotional security (insecurity present here). Struggling with self-acceptance, battling low self-worth, easily depressed, emotional blockage, lack of joy
Sudden awareness and clarity. You are coming to the understanding that though life is not perfect, there is beauty in it, and joy comes from choosing to see this beauty.
Advice
Inner child needs attention. Give yourself plenty of TLC, Be kind to yourself.
Pay attention to what you have, ground yourself, be present, show gratitude, be thankful for the fresh insights and fresh starts heading your way
2. What I want out of my self love (Six of Wands + King of Cups)
Successful self improvement. Improvement in your emotional stability. You want to be self confident. You want to improve your emotional maturity so you can enjoy inner peace
You will need to take actions towards making this happen
3. Describes my self love and how I feel about it. Or what needs to change (Hanged Man + Death)
Procrastinating, not taking responsibility for your own life
My perspective needs to change
There may have been a slowdown in your love life recently, forcing you to take the time to consider different perspectives on romance and love. Ideally, you have re-emerged with a clearer understanding of what it is you expect from relationships. This may be a time when old, long held beliefs are being shed. With this new perspective, you are now equipped to take action or make changes in your romantic life with renewed energy. This card also can caution against making needless sacrifices for love. Make sure that your needs and your partner’s are balanced.
Transformation. One major phase in your life is ending, and a new one is going to start. You just need to close one door, so the new one will open. The past needs to be placed behind you, so you can focus your energy on what is ahead of you.
Learn to let go. Death can also mean that you need to let go of any unhealthy attachments that you have in your life. This is an important part of life, so learning to keep moving forward is one of the lessons Death teaches us.
If you are not in a relationship, the Death tarot card love meaning can instead point to beliefs, attitudes or behaviors that you are currently shedding that can help you develop healthier, stronger relationships.
4. Your behavior (Four of Pentacles + Six of Swords)
Guarded, over protective, insecure, clingy, possessive, but closed off about what worries you
Time to learn the lesson, accept it. Be generous and open about your feelings and issues, stop running from conflict and hard conversations. Move on from the past and past behaviors. Finally letting go of past behaviors that prevented you from letting your romantic life flourish.
Taking the time to heal past insecurities
Remember to be generous in showing yourself affection and kindness
5. Soul (Five of Swords)
Inner tension, lack of communication
Be very clear with your own actions and how they affect your environment. Take responsibility for your part in the problem.
6. Bottom of deck energy, overall Advice (Four of Swords + Knight of Pentacles + Page of Wands)
You need to gain strength and clarity in a quiet environment away from your current circumstances. Embracing a new atmosphere. Rejuvenate your spirit.
Take the time to nurture yourself to re-enter life.
This new way of life will take time to develop and become routine for you. Be gentle with your self, show yourself some compassion and grace.
Taking on new projects. Moving forward boldly. It is time to take the next advancement in life.
Advice
Spend some time meditating with your spirit guides, do some yoga. You are committing to a new way of life, be patient with yourself. (This is during Virgo season😂😶🤯right now with that Knight of Pentacles) Slow and steady baby, don't forget you are always improving
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Takeaways
Page of Cups Rx
Shy, hesitant and maybe a little awkward personal traits
Four of Pentacles
If you’re single, there is likely you’re still holding onto something from your past romances; whether it is grudges, resentment or the dream of an ex returning to your life. These things need to be resolved before you can truly be open to another lover again.
Six of Swords
This transition will most likely be the result of decisions you made in the past, and now they are forcing you to leave something behind in order to move forward.
This will be challenging. The Six of Swords shows the sadness that you may be feeling, but you have to remember that the pain will not last, so you should look instead to the future for strength.
There may be relief and calm as you are heading towards a more relaxed phase of life
You are always progressing!
Four of Swords
withdrawing from love life, alone time, taking a break. Time for self care as a priority. I am my priority. Listen to your body, and give yourself a break.