Oct 2, 2019
I can’t be mad at Gibbs. I understand why Ziva is - especially after Eli’s shitshow parenting.
But fuck - Gibbs has also lost everyone and I don’t think it was selfish or stupid to have not been able to handle losing Ziva again and again and then permanently.
#ncis#he lost kelly and shannon and jenny and kate and ziva#he abandoned z and thought she was dead and then she came back#and then he thought he failed her and lost her again and then she died#and at that point i don't think it's too far fetched to think that he wouldn't have survived the hoping and then finding out she was really#truly dead
