My surgery date is Dec 16th
And I'm very excited and anxious and scared. I've decided to go with reduction surgery. (I have a very certain way I want my body to look and I don't think standard top surgery will make it that way BC of the current size of my chest and stuff and if I don't like it I can still get standard top surgery afterward but I'm hoping I won't have to). The surgeon says she can make me the size I desire. What scares me is that the size I want won't looking the way I'm expecting?? And that my goal in mind won't be achieved??? But it should be?? But I'm still very terrified but I know I'd be even more scared and more likely to be dissatisfied with standard top surgery. The exciting thing is the way my surgery is going to be I'm pretty sure I will lose all sensation in my nipples so I'm going to get them pierced lmfao. But yeah. Anyway.