It's hours away from saying goodbye... I can't do it. Every time hurts even more than the last.. It's like he takes a bigger piece of me each time.. This summer was beyond amazing. Like a dream. And unfortunately now it's time to wake up.. But I will fight every single day to make my dream come true. The distance can break me down but it cannot break me completely. I will win over it. I will fight it. The feeling of saying goodbye may tear me a part but I would be broken if I didn't have him in my life. I'm so truly happy with him that having these moments of true happiness is worth all the pain. Over time my heart will heal, until the day I'm going back to see him and I can feel the happiness return. Distance creates a cruel cycle that is not easy by any means, but I cannot wait for the day I laugh in its face when we are finally together for good. So go ahead distance, try and break me.