#tryingandtryingandtrying

[optimistivity]

Please, please, please, say that you will not leave me Do not leave the memories that we share Please, please, please, I know that staying isn't easy Things have been difficult, you know this personally Smiles, laughs, and happiness have become so rare Please, please, please, say that you will not leave me I'm begging, I need you, you have to believe me You are my rock, and I'm sorry that I am not fair Please, please, please, I know that staying isn't easy I am a fixer-upper, I have plenty debris From being torn apart and left in despair Please, please, please, say that you will not leave me My mind keeps saying, to a certain degree That you are wonderful, you're my answered prayer Please, please, please, I know that staying isn't easy I have one last thing, one request, you see That you stay here, just breathe, stay right there Please, please, please, say that you will not leave me Please, please, please, I know that staying isn't easy

[justanoutline]

Rule 1: Always post the rules Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them

quetions i was asked

1. have you ever been in love

that depends on a) defination of in love. I have loved people romantically but not been in love. ive been out of love though

2. favorite book

my sisters keeper, tfios, looking for alaska, the percy jackson and heros of olympus series

3. favorite band

no (marinas trench) (its second favorite i have issues with)

4 would you rather live on your own and be sad, but have millions of dollors or be marryied happly but be very poor

I would love to live and be happily married to someone i love in a shoebox condo and exist on almost nothing and be madly in love and dance around and cook shitty food and live like that.

5. what are you being for halloween

han solo, my little sister is being leia and my guy friend is being chewbecca

6.tumblr bestfriend?

oh fuck, thats not happening

7.irl bestfriend?

lizzy 

8. if you could trade places with anyone who would it be

i don't want to trade places with anyone cuz i don't want anyone stuck where i am.

9. favorite tv show

supernatural, doctor who and sherlock

10. middle name

jane

11. favorite food

veggetarian curries

My Questions

1)Closest Relationship (friendship, family, fuck buddy, lover, anything) you've ever had.

2)What you do on Sunday mornings

3)Languages you speak/read/write?

4)Opinion on socks with holes?

5)Favorite scent?

6) Worst gym class/Best gym class

7)Favorite thing about yourself?

8) You are going to die, you are in a room alone with a phone. You can make one phone call, who do you call and what do you say?

9) You are trapped in an elevator for seven hours with someone, dead or living, who is it? what do you do?

10) Worst boardgame?

11) Whats your addiction?

I tag dontlietomehoney, lunchwithjosh, sleep-away-kamp, tryingandtryingandtrying, placentaandllamas, prisonerofsauron and thats all my friends on here (except u lizzy but i know a lot of these already)

and because im lazy im not fucking telling u ppl

[mariamaravilla]

2/2 of us are working on recovering but were not "healthy" yet. So I'm seeing him tonight and I've been wanting to kiss him for a long time but I've never had the courage to.. I love him so much and I want things to change between us but I don't know if taking that step tonight is a good idea.

Well hi. Okay maybe you should ask yourself: What do you want this kiss to mean? Will you regret it if you do kiss him or if you don’t kiss him? Maybe after you answer that to yourself then maybe the decision will be clearer. Also if you do want to change things between you two, say it, be assertive and do something about it. I say take the chance, and talk to him about it. At least that way you have been true to what you feel, instead of repressing yourself and regretting it later.  

P.S. I don’t know if this helps at all but I hope it does.

P.S.S. Let’s be friends, please? 

P.S.S.S. Tell me how it goes.

Okay, bye. <3

[stars-shine-above]

Hey babe(: ~Secret Santa<3

AHHH HI SANTA!! I WISH YOU THE MERRIEST CHRISTMAS EVER AND I  HOPE YOU GET ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING YOU WISHED FOR. YOU WERE THE BEST SANTA ANYONE COULD ASK FOR AND I REALLY HOPE YOU STILL COME TO CHAT SOMETIMES :D